*NUMBED-
Arghs!
So many things happened in just one short week, okays.
Sometimes, how I wish I could just pretend to be ignorant to everything around me.
I really don't wish to face the reality that is just right infront of me.
Sighs.
Why must you always do those hurtful things to me?
By doing that, do you think the present situation will get better?
Are you trying to act dumb or trying to provoke me deliberately or trying to get my attention?
By doing all these foolish and silly actions, you will only make me hate you even more.
I put hope on you from the start, and yet you hurt me that deep.
Sometimes, I wonder back again, do you really worth my time, love and tears?
I give in some much to you, and yet I don't get anything is return.
I told myself numerous times that I must forget you as soon as possible.
I gave myself time, but I still can't do it. =(
A-MATHS is driving me to death.
Can you ever imagine I scored one mark upon twenty marks?!
That's the very first time I ever get that pathetic mark, okays.
Is not I never study or I am lazy lorrhs.
I every night also study till eleven plus, and I am getting this kind of disappointing results!
And this shows how stupid I am yeahs! =X
How am I going to continue for the rest of the months?!
Goshs.
I am banging the wall soon!
LALAS.
SHEneedsHIM
SUNDAY'S NIGHT again !
Very the siians .
Tomorrow school starts again .
Weekends past so damn fast larrhs .
Like that blink one time , then weekdays liiaos .
Hahas !
Study hard to all my friends worhs !
Strive for the very best alrights ~ =)
Yes , you told me you will consider last night .
Will you really put in your heart and soul to consider ?
I doubt so .
However , I will still hope for the very best , okays .
SHEneedsHIM
Life isn't good since school reopened.
I couldn't get myself to settled down and concentrate on my studies.
I have been bursting out my endless tears every nights.
I know this is a very important year for me, this will be my very last lap.
Having said that, I just can't do anything right now.
You see the cheerful side of me everyday, did you ever seen the other side of me?
I doubt you seen before.
All I request now, is the friendship we used to have once.
Is it that hard for you to grant me?
Slashing and hurting myself is no longer the solution to it anymore.
It has no effect on me anymore.
I hate those pain in me.
What can I do?
You are the one that I really love , do you understand?
All I need is you back as a friend. =(
Sighs.
SHEneedsHIM
*BUSY DAYS-
It's a Friday's night again .
One week just passed away .
Yet I didn't notice that everything around me had changed .
Guess I will be able to blog during the weekends lerrhs .
I am lacking of time alrights .
Everyday seems so busy .
Piles of homeworks everyday ; tests are following up day after day .
Mock exams and tests coming up next week ~
I don't even have space for myself to breathe . =X
Well , I was given the 'Switching From AMaths To Literature' form this afternoon .
I got to make up my mind and submit by Monday .
I am dead mans !
Arghs .
If I were to switch to Literature ; I will be behind time , I might not be able to catch up the rest .
If I were to continue with my AMaths ; I will have to continue to fail endlessly .
I can neither do well in both ~
What should I do ? =(
Alriites .
I got to turn in lerrhs .
It's a tiring day for me .
Study ; Band ; Study ; Band =)
*I STILL LOVE YOU. =)
SHEneedsHIM
* DISAPPOINTMENTS -
Well , CCA Open House for Secondary One pupils today .
It's a tiring for all of us yeahs .
As for my band , we had to bring all our instruments up and down the band room before and after performance .
Very heavy arrhs ! My hands are going to break !
Despite of all our efforts put in , our recruitment rate is still very low .
We performed all four pieces , and yet there is still no respond from them .
What we get back was all disappointments ! =(
Everything ended before twelve .
Headed to Long John Silver for lunch with JRong ; ZFeng ; Kaven ; JWei ; ZJie ; JRen ; June .
We were making fools out of ourselves at there larrhs .
It's all started cause of JIAWEI ; The Big Joker !
He is indeed a great joker . =)
Anyway , thanks guys for all the entertainments yeahs !
KISSES to you guys !
Some photos we took this afternoon .
More of it will be coming up soon yeahs ! =)
That's Kaven ; My Years Of Buddy . =)
The Four Band Monkeys . =X
Hmphs . The Three Fools !
LAST BUT NOT LEAST ;
THE UN-WANTED SMILE OF MINE .
Yes ; I Still Do Wish You Will Return .
I may treat you cold , but you still do exist as my love one .
SHEneedsHIM
OUR PAST WILL NEVER BE THE PRESENT ANYMORE !
YOU HURT ME DEEPLY BY STATING THIS SENTENCE IN MY HEART .
SHEneedsHIM
SIGHS !
School life sucks for me .
I am being hurt by each view I saw every moment .
Our relationship had end so long ago , and I am still dropping endless tears for you .
When will you know all these ?
When will you end your coldness to me ?
When will I be able to see your smile infront of me again ?
Yes . You see my smile and laughters everyday .
But let me tell you honestly , it's all fake !
You will see them now , but not forever bahs .
It will fade off very soon .
Sighs !
I am deeply hurt ! =(
SHEneedsHIM
*SCHOOL-
HELLOS EVERYONE ! (:
It had been some time since I last update my blog with a long post lerrhs .
And I am going to do it now .
Hehehes .
Alrights !
Secondary four liiaos ; Which means I am taking my O Levels at the end of this year .
Goshs ! *PANICKING*
To be very frank , I am still not up to the standard for taking national exams arrhs .
Well , hopefully , I will wake up and start bucking up on my studies before everything is too late ~
Having those thoughts of Triple S ; Night Programmes ; Staying back till late , makes me so stressed up mans !
Nevermiind . All I need is determination now ! (:
Jiayous to all whom are in the same boat as me , especially 4Es and 5As yarrhs .
Don't think I will have the time to blog regularly anymore bahs .
HAHAHAHAS !
Anyway , all the best guys ! (: && I still love you . I can't get over those happiness you filled in my heart once . But I am really happy to see your smile everyday alrights ?
SHEneedsHIM
I WILL WAIT TILL I CAN'T ANYMORE .
I HOPE YOU SEE THIS .
SHEneedsHIM
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL !
YEAR 2007 has arrived .
It's a brand new start yeahs !
Hope all my wish will be fulfilled alrights ! (:
SHEneedsHIM
