[*Abandoned*]
You left me for Malaysia.
My heart breaks into small pieces.
My heart bleeds and tears lingers down my cheeks.
Cause I don't bear to let go my hand.
I am just waiting for the day you return by my side.
I want to make a promise here.
I am not going to let go my hand anymore.
I want to hold it as tight as I could.
Cause I felt lots of warm love from you yesterday.
I'm just waiting for you.
Take care through out your trip.
Enjoy yourself.
I <3>
[*Peng You*]
Sigh.
I feels so bad for her.
She is out of love.
She is upset over it.
Just because of one stupid, bloody jerk!
He just simply don't worth your loves and time.
Don't ponder about it anymore.
It don't do you any good.
Girl,
I believe you will find your true love one day.
Just be patient.
I miss your sweet and pretty smile.
And I hope to see it on Tuesday.
Really.
No matter what happens, I will be here for you like you was there for me.
I shall see you on Tuesday!
Take care.
Enjoy your four days and have fun.
Happy New Year Eve!
<3>
peng you 184.
SHEneedsHIM
Everithini ish expected!
He ish leaviin miie ferhs Malaysia veh soon..
Ish confirm lerhs..
Haiishs..
Initially, I tot it was jus a 'might'..
But now? It ish da fact lerhs..
Haiishs..
Why mus thini turn out tu b dis wae?
Izzit fated? Mayb bahs..
Haiishs..
Wad ken I do now?
Dere ish reallie nothing I ken do next..
I'm jus waitin ferhs da daes tu cum, and ferhs those daes wiib out hiim tu past..
He din even bother abt miie..
Flirtin?
Whu knoe?
Haiishs..
Moi eyes are filled wiib crystal clear tears..
It ish..
Haiishs..
I jus hate everithini happenin arnd miie..!
`depression`
SHEneedsHIM
Haiishs!
Euu might b leavin miie again..
It gort tuu b another long trip ferhs euu..
We gort tuu b apart!
Why everitime euu mus leave miie ferhs sum reaons?
WHY?!
Haiishs!
I reallie hate tad feelin!
I'm all alone ferhs dis new year lerhs..
Haiishs..
I feels sad wen I knoe euu might b leavin miie..
Reallie..
Wad ken I do?
I jus cun do anithini..
But tuu let go moi hand and let euu go..
Haiishs!Euu niid nort apolpgise tuu miie..
Cos it wasn't ur fault at all..
I'm jus wonderin, why ish da world nort fair at all~
Full of depression.
Sobbies..
SHEneedsHIM
Haiishs..
It gonna be another sad dae ferhs miie lerhs..
Haiishs..
I'm sad tuu tel euu tad moi trust ferhs euu hab oreadi reached da lowest point lerhs..
Euu might tiink tad I over reacted cos of one testimonial..
I mus let euu knoe.. I reallie cun accept wad ish happenin..
It's too much ferhs miie..
Haiishs..
Yarhs.. I admit I'm too sensitive.. But tad's jus moi character..
I cun forget da incident tad soon.. If euu ken, den it's ur problem lerhs..Haiishs..
I'm jus truly sorriies ferhs wad happen..
It's all moi fault.. Dere's nth tu do wiib euu derhs..!
I repeat moiself once again..
Frm dis moment onwards, I'm nort goiin tu get involved in euu n her thini lerhs..!
No more.. It's enuff ferhs miie lerhs..!
And I dunch wish tuu knoe abt it too..!
No more lerhs!
I dunch wish tuu get moiself hurt n upset cos of all dis issue lerhs..
It's reallie more den enuff..
If euu wanan hab an affair wiib her while bein wiib miie den go ahead! I dunch wanna care animore lerhs.. I giib up..
Haiishs..!
I will hab tu try tu hold back moi tears again..
SHEneedsHIM
*wiink*
Ferhs sho long neber blog liiaos lerhs..
Kinda miss bloggin..=)
Hahas! Nehh miind..
Nth much tuu blog lehs..
Well..
I jus lurfe hiim sho much, till I reallie cun express out moi feelin..
Though, dere are reallie loads thini happened in da past, but thanks god he's still wiib miie ya..
Dunch ever try tu leave miie, cos euu r mine lerhs!
LOLS!
Hmm..
Will reallie treasured those tiime we spend together derhs.. I wan more!!!
Hahas!
Well.. Nth much tuu sae liiaos lerhs..
It's late liiaos..
Slpin soon!
Takkaire ya!
Muackies~
Jiinggwenn lurfes euu loads!
SHEneedsHIM
Wahahas! Todae, CCA Open House.. Wake up at five, cos nid tu report at 0645 liddat marhs.. Den now damn tired.. Lols.. Well, it was rather messy durin da whole event.. But was kinda fun..
Den we play n play lorhs.. Den now gort blisters in moi lip lerhs.. Paiin siaL.. Haiishs.. Sobbies..
After everithini finish, den mit him lorhs.. Den walk tu North Point.. Bumped into fwens siaL.. Miie damn shy.. Den nth liiaos lerhs..~
Hmm..
Dear..
I reallie appreciate those daes we spent togather..
Especially, dis few daes.. `wiink`
Will cherish euu till da end derhs.. Promised ya..
Hmm.. End dere liiaos lerhs..
I jus lurfe euu loads!
Neber will I let euu go again lerhs~
Muackiies!
SHEneedsHIM
Haiishs..
I'm totally speechless..
I'm totally lost..
Cos of her presence, all moi confidence in dis relationship ish gone..
It's reallie gone!
I'm afraid tad da confidence tad used tu hab will neber gain back animore..
Haiishs..
I may b a completely changed person from now on lerhs..
Haiishs..
He seems tu defence her alot..
And it seems tad he lyk her too.. Haiishs!
I'm reallie afraid tu lose hiim..
Reallie~
But I knoe tad lurfe kennort be forced..
Shld I let go?
Haiishs..
All guys are da same..
Tears starts tu roll down once again..
Haiishs..
I'm reallie hurts..
Dis post mayb short..
But dere ish reallie lotsa thini in moi heart, which I dunch wish tu let hiim knoe..
Haiishs..
How I wish time ken backtrack..
Haiishs!
I'm sho scared..
SHEneedsHIM
Haiishs.. Fridae afternoon, wen ferhs band.. Wen up kinda late.. I was down in da concourse ferhs quite sum time. I met TiaoLi and Berlyn in da concourse, habing their band uniform, tiinkin tad dey are tryin out on da uniform.. Mellissa came down and looked ferhs miie. Well, wen up after tad.. After seein sho mani members slackin around, I did da same too.. Instead, I wen down wiib TiaoLi tu look ferhs fwens. We were chit-chatting awae.. We walked up and down the band room several times.. Mellissa did talked to us nicely, but we did norts listen n continue what we were doin.. Den after tad we all wen in ferhs da combined den I tried tu talk tu Mellissa, I find tad she ignored miie. Initially, I thought nothing actually happen. In between the combined session, TiaoLi starts to stare at the trumpet section, Mellisa. She noticed what happen and confronted her infront of me. Both of them weren’t that happy. And thing starts to goes wrong from that moments. The whole band was very noisy. Everybody was walking in and out of the band room, After we keep instruments, we were sitted in band room, and Trumpet section’s Mellisa addressed us. Then Aiba called me and TiaoLi’s name. She wanted us do 40 pumpings each. Though, I talked back to her, I still did the pumping as were told.. Haiishs.. TiaOli wanna quit band lerhs.. Wad happen? Haiishs! I reallie dunch knoe how ish da band lyk lerhs.. Haiishs.. YanBing dey all wasn't tad happie abt tad n started tu use vuglarity on dem.. Den we wen tu tel Mr Bala n Mrs Ho.. Haiishs.. Den broke down lorhs.. Haiishs.. Den YanBing derhs fwens cum down skool.. Thanks euu guys! Lurfe euu lots! Reallie treasured dis fwenship ya!
After much tot.. It was our fault.. We disrespect dem.. Haiishs.. I reallie deserved da 40 pumpin derhs.. Haiishs.. I knoe tad ferhs da past two years, moi attitude towards band wasn't tad gud.. Din reallie put in moi best in everithini.. Haiishs.. I jus hope tad after fridae's punishment, both of us will continue tu strive ferhs da best n neber gib up.. And of cos da relationship between miie n Mellissa will nort b affect.. Haiishs.. All da best ya.. And a million of sorriies tu those seniors ya..
Haiishs.. Dear.. Thanks alot on Fridae.. I reallie appreciate da presence of euu.. And of cos Jolie n Melanie.. Lurfe euu load, my dear! Do takkaire n dunch tiink sho much hors.. Muackies!
SHEneedsHIM
