Haiishs!
Sho mani problems happenin!
Damn stressed siaL.
Gort grounded alots of thini by moi parents.
Haiishs.
It's too late lerhs.
Wad ish done ish done liiaos.
Onlie people around miie will knoe wad I hab done ya.
Nevermiind.
DeaR.
Please dunch leave miie at tis point of time.
I nid ur encouragments.
Reallie.
Tu all fwens.
Thanks ferhs bein wiib miie tis few daes.
I reallie appreciate ya.
Ferhs godnees sake,
Mel and Chel dunch do it again lerhs.
Euu guys made us damn worried wors.
Haiishs.
Well.
Let da past b da past.
Start all over again.
Study hard wors.
Do takkaire.
See ya
Lurfe ya loads!
SHEneedsHIM
Haiishs.
Why there are so many different things happening at the same time?
All these things are torturing me!
I really can't believe what you blogged yesterday.
It was rather shocking.
Haiishs.
Nevermind bahs.
Well, I really treasure those time we had today at the park.
Me, Jolie, Chelsia, Myron and him.
Having fun right?
Hehes.
Go there when free wors.
LOLS!
I can't believe that I still can laugh, though, I am suffering from depression.
The world had changed!
Haiishs!
Studies and relationship!
Both are going to stress me to hell lerhs.
Haiishs.
Nevermind.
I am just suffering from depression and I need someone to talk to.
I wish I can..
Haiishs.
My tears once again.
-speechless-
SHEneedsHIM
Haiishs!
Everything around me have changed!
It have changed to something that I don't know at all.
I'm confused!
Friendship and relationship are in troubles.
I am damn stressed.
How I wish I can end my life now!
I wanted to slash as deep as I can.
I wanted to take as many panadols as I can.
How I wish time can backtrack.
And everything can changed back to it normal.
Haiishs!
I'm truly sorry to my fellow friends whom I've showed my attitude to.
I'm really stressed and lost.
And I may neglect you guys at time.
I hope you guys will give me some time.
Sorry.
I don't even know what has happen to me and 'you'.
'You' changed completely.
I hate this feeling.
Yet nothing can changed it.
Haiishs.
Arghs!
Do take care.
Muackiies.
SHEneedsHIM
I am glad that you did not give up on asking me to patch back.
You did not gave up after several times of 'rejection'.
Instead, you still try to talk me round, and tried to save back everything.
Thanks alots!
There is a happy ending, I have accepted what you request.
Though, I have lost faith, trust and confidence in you.
I believe I will be able to gain all back.
I decided to give our lurfe story one last chance.
I believe we can make it, if we don't give up easily.
Jus wish us all the best till the end.
Muackiies!
SHEneedsHIM
*Sigh*
Everythings around me have changed.
Including you and me.
Maybe it's all too late to save our relationship.
Cause I don't have any more confidence tad used to have in me.
Yes, is the 'lies' you made to me that causes me to choose no path but this unwanted path.
Do you know how hurts am I when I get to know the 'truth'?
My heart just shattered into pieces immediately.
I choose to believe in my friends.
Because you don't have the courage to tell me personally before I get to find out myself.
And that's prove to me that you are guilty of it.
This is just my prediction, I have no idea is it true anot.
You forced me not to trust you and believe in my friends.
I'm really sorry about that.
My tears start to fill up my eyes when we come to a situation where we don't have any other solution.
I cried for the whole night.
The words you used in me that break my heart into small, small pieces.
Sorry for those hurtful words and sentences I used last night.
Honestly, they are just words that filled with anger and disappointment at that point of time.
It's just the matter you choose to believe it anot.
Yes, I did regret, but what can I do?
You admited that you are suffering.
I didn't want to add more stress to you.
I might be a burden to you.
*Sigh*
Sad to sae, our love story has come to an end.
I have never thought it will just end this way.
There is still many things I wanted to share and tell you.
But it just ended silently.
[[tenfebuary]]
Mayb it's time for me to let go and let others treasure you more.
I'm really grateful for those time you spent with me.
And what we did.
This is just what I wanted to say.
A very last few sentence before I end.
I don't have the courage to let you know, and therefore I wrote it here.
-you can't stop me from loving you-
-shall we save back everything?-
-it's all depends on you-
*siigh*
I'm suffering.
*sigh*
SHEneedsHIM
Damn it.
Todae, cross country but was unsuccessfull one.
Was late ferhs arnd fifteen minutes.
Hahas!
No niid run siaL, rainin cats and dogs ferhs da whole afternoon.
Heard tad might hab tu go another dae.
Moi whole body was damn wet siaL.
Wet until lyk jus cum out frm shower siaL!
Wen tu da toilet wiib Lokiie and Strawberry tu dry ourself ferhs dunch knoe how mani times!
Hahas!
Arnd four plus, da three of us escape from da whole thini.
Take cab back tu Thosom Plaza.
Tryin veh hard tu dry our hair and shirt wiib da hand dryer.
Hahahas!
After tad make our trip back tu NorthPoint mit moi dear.
Den go walk walk lorhs.
Dear, thanks ferhs waitin ferhs miie ya.
And thank ferhs nort 'lettin miie go'.
Hees! <3>
MJ was damn happiie todae!
Mit her 'keaii', go lyk crazy liddat.
Siiaos!
Hahas!
Aniwae, all da best ferhs her and her 'keaii'.
Lurfe euu guys lots!
Muackiies!=)
SHEneedsHIM
Haiishs.
Wad a terrible dae I hab.
Everithini seem tu b lyk goin against miie nowdaes.
Thini starts tu get from bad tu worst as each dae passed.
Fwenship encounters problems, relationship encounters problems too.
But yet no one was dere ferhs miie.
Well, jus let miie recol wad happen todae.
After skool, he wen ferhs class outside.
Sho, left wiib Strawberry, Lokie, Chel, Mel and miie.
Wen ferhs our triple s after tad.
And thini starts tu get mess up after triple s.
Dere was kinda a conflict or misunderstandin between both parties.
I believe both parties wasn’t happie wiib each other ferhs quite a number of daes liiaos.
Yarhs, we started da whole issue first, which lead tu wad happen todae.
Haiishs.
Confronted each other, both parties showed attitude.
Haiishs.
Let jus forget wad happen jus now bahs.
I’m confused, I hab no idea wad tu do next.
Either hab tu leave or tu stay.
I ken onli hab one choice.
I hab no mood tu do ani other thini.
Haiishs.
Hab POA test tomolo, gonna fail liiaos.
Nevermiind, jus let da dae past bahs.
[To HeR]
Wad a terrible dae I hab.
Everithini seem tu b lyk goin against miie nowdaes.
Thini starts tu get from bad tu worst as each dae passed.
Fwenship encounters problems, relationship encounters problems too.
But yet no one was dere ferhs miie.
Well, jus let miie recol wad happen todae.
After skool, he wen ferhs class outside.
Sho, left wiib Strawberry, Lokie, Chel, Mel and miie.
Wen ferhs our triple s after tad.
And thini starts tu get mess up after triple s.
Dere was kinda a conflict or misunderstandin between both parties.
I believe both parties wasn’t happie wiib each other ferhs quite a number of daes liiaos.
Yarhs, we started da whole issue first, which lead tu wad happen todae.
Haiishs.
Confronted each other, both parties showed attitude.
Haiishs.
Let jus forget wad happen jus now bahs.
I’m confused, I hab no idea wad tu do next.
Either hab tu leave or tu stay.
I ken onli hab one choice.
I hab no mood tu do ani other thini.
Haiishs.
Hab POA test tomolo, gonna fail liiaos.
Nevermiind, jus let da dae past bahs.
[To HeR]
I'm truly sorriies wad happen jus now.
I behaf on my fwens tu apologise tu euu.
I hope euu wun take it tu ur heart, but rather try tu forget wad happen.
I knoe it's hard, but jus try ya.
I hope our fwenship will nort cos dis and it's gone.
And I reallie dunch mind tad euu contact wiib hiim animore.
I'm kinda sensitive in da past.
And sorriies ferhs those words which we used tad may hurt euu lots.
Sorriies ya.
Do takkaire and shall see euu soon.
Muackies.
[To HiM]
I'm reallie sorriies.
I reallie dunch knoe wad tu do next.
I was bein forced.
Haiishs.
I din wan tu leave euu wiib out ani valid reason.
Haiishs.
+ 2 s**** +
SHEneedsHIM
Yeppiie!
Fifteen years old liiaos lerhs!
My birthday had just passed.
Reallie very fast.
Was surprised that my friends and loved ones were there to celebrate this special day with me.
Thanks to MJ, Chel, Lokie and obviously my one and only dear.
Reallie a big thanks to you guys!
Euu guys make this day a very special day for me.
And thanks for all the presents you guys gave me.
Will treasure and love you guys lots!
Valentine Day coming liiaos.
Just hope that we will be able to be together on that day!
Happy Valentine Day in advance to all my friends!
*pengyouyibeizi*
DeaR
Thanks for everythings you gave me from the start till now.
I'm truly sorry for all mistakes I've made in the past.
Sometimes, my words may be very hurting.
I really didn't mean it.
Hope you will forgive me ya!
Love you lots!
Muackies!
Takkaiire!
SHEneedsHIM
