Everything had changed completely.
I am living in the world which only consist of only black and white images.
My life is filled with black and white images.
I don't know anything around me.
I seem to like I have lost all my memories.
I tried to avoid him in the morning and during recess.
I just don't have the courage to face and talk to him.
It is just a feer to me that I have to try to overcome it.
Sighs.
We seem to like strangers.
I really hate this feeling.
I maybe smiling and laughing in school, but deep in my heart, I am totally hurt!
Who know? I cried silently.
There isn't anymore hope for me.
I am suffering with out your presence.
The pain is unbearable.
Will you ever return by my side?
What will be yours will be yours.
I have to believe this.
I miss your everything.
I still love you, really.
Sigh.
Hurt deeply.
Uncontrollable tears lingering down my cheeks.
SHEneedsHIM
Yesterday afternoon, the school had the very first Speech Day Rehearsal.
Wahs liiaos ehs.
The sun was damn hot lorhs.
Then the band sit under the red hot sun!
But we were counted quite lucky liiaos lerhs bahs.
Imagine we were the GOHs. LOLS!
Then during the break-time, whole band kena scoldings from Mr Bala.
Haiishs. Everytime, we played well in band room, then come down for rehearsal then played like shit.
Went home after that.
Was damn tired. Muscules ache all over my body.
Well, that was what happen yesterday.
Recently, I got to heard some unexpected news from some friends around me.
Haiishs.
He hid many things from me.
He didn't tell me things.
When I knew everythings, I was like really stunt!
Initially, I thought was the fucking girl clinging on him derhs.
But lter, I realised he went to call her up too!
Haiishs.
I really don't know what relationship is going on between to two of thenm.
If he were to let me know earlier, what is on my mind, might not happen liiaos lerhs.
Maybe the girl will be able to give him happiness.
Well, I am really afraid if I were to give up, I will regret.
But I really can't accept the current fact.
It is affecting me!
Will you understand?
Haiishs.
And today, for no reason he went downstair to don't know do what?!
Ask him, he say he don't feel like staying at home.
WTF!
I suspected him going to find that girl.
I can't trust him.
I said that straight to him.
Guess what, he returned the same sentence to me too.
Since both parties can't trust each other then it might be the end lerhs!
I cried many times, who know?
Haiishs.
Wahs liiaos ehs.
The sun was damn hot lorhs.
Then the band sit under the red hot sun!
But we were counted quite lucky liiaos lerhs bahs.
Imagine we were the GOHs. LOLS!
Then during the break-time, whole band kena scoldings from Mr Bala.
Haiishs. Everytime, we played well in band room, then come down for rehearsal then played like shit.
Went home after that.
Was damn tired. Muscules ache all over my body.
Well, that was what happen yesterday.
Recently, I got to heard some unexpected news from some friends around me.
Haiishs.
He hid many things from me.
He didn't tell me things.
When I knew everythings, I was like really stunt!
Initially, I thought was the fucking girl clinging on him derhs.
But lter, I realised he went to call her up too!
Haiishs.
I really don't know what relationship is going on between to two of thenm.
If he were to let me know earlier, what is on my mind, might not happen liiaos lerhs.
Maybe the girl will be able to give him happiness.
Well, I am really afraid if I were to give up, I will regret.
But I really can't accept the current fact.
It is affecting me!
Will you understand?
Haiishs.
And today, for no reason he went downstair to don't know do what?!
Ask him, he say he don't feel like staying at home.
WTF!
I suspected him going to find that girl.
I can't trust him.
I said that straight to him.
Guess what, he returned the same sentence to me too.
Since both parties can't trust each other then it might be the end lerhs!
I cried many times, who know?
Haiishs.
Our love story seem to start falling apart lerhs.
Haiishs.
Hurt * Sad * Angry
A million of thanks to those fellow friends of mine who had been with me so far.
Especially, Chel, Myron and ******.
Really thanks!
I REALLY HATE YOU AND HER!!!
Hurt * Sad * Angry
A million of thanks to those fellow friends of mine who had been with me so far.
Especially, Chel, Myron and ******.
Really thanks!
I REALLY HATE YOU AND HER!!!
SHEneedsHIM
You like the Preppy, Prince-Charming type. They're Gentlemen, who wait for you after class, walk you to your next one and end up being late for theirs. They usually are the popular, outgoing ones, who act like a guy around their friends, but around you are really sweet.They're usually the Head of the school.
SHEneedsHIM
* Neh Neh Queen - Melanie
* Neh Neh Princess 1 - JingWen [1st child]
* Neh Neh Princess 2 - Jolie [2nd child]
* Neh Neh Princess 3 - Chelsia [3rd child]
* Neh Neh Princess 4 - MingJie [4th child]
* Neh Neh Princess 5 - Lydia [5th child]
* Bird Bird Prince 1 - Jason [1st son-in-law] - Married to Jwen.
* Bird Bird Prince 3 - Myron [3rd son-on-law] - Married to Chel.
** Both are good friends!
Well, Neh Neh Queendom is forever.
*** Neh Neh Queendom 184 ***
SHEneedsHIM
Went out with my darling, plus Chelsia again.
Accompany Chel go all the way to Marina Square there to see her darling.
Arghs!
Go there less than half an hour then left liiaos.
Really nothing one siaL.
You will really regret going there!!!
Hees.
After that headed to Junction 8.
Go there eat KFC.
Then gossip about Myron and Jason.
Hahas!
After that went back home liiaos.
What a day!
Anyway, it's pretty fun ya!
End here liiaos.
Got to sleep soon, if not someone will start nagging liiaos..=)
SHEneedsHIM
Well, went out at around eleven plus this morning.
Went to Woodland Library to do project.
In the end also never do.
Then, me, my darling, Chelsia and Myron went to Sembawang Park.
Very fun wors.
Many things took place!!!
I believe there are many precious momeries etched in our mind for all of us bahs.
Hees. Nevermind.
Then we all took cab back to Sembawang.
Went to 'some place' and talk talk.
Went home at five plus.
Well, a very precious day ya.
Thanks for everythings wors.
Love you guys lots!
Peng You 184*
SHEneedsHIM
Sigh.
Everything might be gone forever.
It maybe too late to do anything about it.
You went out with two girls.
Flirting away.
Nevermind. I still can take it.
You tried everything to avoid me!
Did you ever thought of how I feel?
You never.
Sigh.
Cause of one sentence I say, you reacted so big.
And problems arise.
Sigh.
You don't understand me well, and neither do I.
Enuff!
I hate you forever!
SHEneedsHIM
Why everything have turn out to be like that?
All of us doesn't seem to want this current situation.
Yes. Jolie wants to have a 'peaceful talk' with all of us.
But just we don't have the chance, for sure there will be somebody with some excuses to 'escape' from this thing.
Haiishs.
From my point of view, I am not in the actual scene, I am just hearing what both parties had been telling me, it's hard for me to stand on any side.
Sorry.
It might be just a very big misunderstandings between both parties.
Both parties are having the wrong concept of each others and thing doesn't go on well.
And therefore, other problems will start to arise.
Haiishs.
How I wish that this misunderstandings will be solved as soon as possible and we can get back to the past.
Yes, what Jolie say was totally right.
What is gone maybe gone forever, like this present friendship.
We were verh good and close friends once.
But cause of the misunderstandings, this group of friends start to be apart from each other.
It is very heart breaking to see that honestly.
I believe, everyone seem not to be bothered about anything externally, but internally, everyone doesn't feel good, everyone care for one another alot.
Haiishs.
Sorry for being so unstable with my actions I did.
I am very lost at time too.
Haiishs.
Jus hope everything will back to normal as soon as possible.
Takkaire. =(
SHEneedsHIM
