[ What Type Of Angel Is Within You? ]You are a chidish angel.
And you love to play pranks.
Colour: Purple
Element: Pranks
Quote: Party party
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[ What Should Your Japanese Name Be? ]**Aiko - beloved one**
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Weet-u-weet~
Finallie, moi com ish back again, com broke down ferhs da past few daes.
Sufferin wiib out moi com siaL! =)
Hmm.. After facin mani obstacles, we managed tuh get back together again..
I reallie do hope tad da recent history wun repeat itself animore in da future wors.
Cos it reallie hurts miie deeply!
Well, since it ish oreadi da past, I shall nort bring da matter up again animore lerhs..
Wahahas! Ytd was great dae! Onlie euu, miie, her and him knew!
Reallie great! Hees!
Todae, skool's sport dae!
Reported tuh Yishun Sport Stadium wiib Strawberry, Jason plus Aaron~
Sho sad, Chel and her darlin neber turn up ferhs skool.. Ferhs sure purposely one..~=)
Hahas!
Actuallie todae toopid Rufus tel miie subsitute Tsai Ting ferhs NAPFA one, den accepted unwillingly lorhs..
No choice marhs..=(
Heng arhs! In da end oso neber do anithini..
Guess dey all forgort abt miie liiaos..
Den landed up sittin together wiib Aaron, Jason dey all lorhs..
Listenin tuh MP3..
Shiok siaL!
Whole event ended at arnd six liddat..
Wen tuh eat wiib *hiim*!
Took sum foto oso!
Damn happie! =]
Honestly, he was quite gud one..=)
Nevermiind..
Wen home after tad..
Gort tuh go sleep soon liiaos!
Lurfe ya lots! =]
SHEneedsHIM
What the hell is really happening?!
Why am I ended in this terrible state now?
Do I really deserve everything?
He two-timed me.
He cheated on me.
He made use of me.
He hurt me deeply.
He went with another girl when we were together.
They did many things behind my back.
At first, he denied.
I believed he did not intend to tell me anything if the girl never mention anything today.
He made use of two girls to test which one give him love and whatever he wants.
Haiishs.
I was like damn damn hurt.
I thought that he will give me all the happiness, care, concern and love, but he didn't.
My history had to repeat itself again.
He thought that a simple word 'sorry' will help to solve everything he had done.
Let me tell you, there is no way!
Since I can't give you anything you want, then might as well go for her.
The hurt is already there.
Why can't you put yourself in my shoe before you do all this thing?
Haiishs.
I tell myself, I have to give up no matter what happen!
Hopefully, I can do it.
It's enough!
Haiishs.
My tears got to fill up my whole room soon.
Sob~
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Well, stayed at home for the whole day again.
Wanted to tag along with parents derhs.
But have to studying and copy chapters.
Sighs.
For the past few, I had been treating him as mine like before.
I knew it is not fair to him, but..
Sigh. Sorriies.
Hurt him damn deep just now.
I thought that by saying those hurtful words, he will be able to give up and forget me.
My intension was to let him concentrate on his studies and do well for his N level.
I didn't want my presence to affect his studies.
I didn't want to hurt him anymore cause I love him.
But I didn't thought that the impact will be so great.
Sighs!
I really hope he will understand why did I do all this.
I didn't want him to wait for me is cause I am afraid I will be tricked again.
I had those unwanted experiences before.
Sorriies.
He said that I can't forget my ex.
I didn't! I just can't forget and forgive his irresponsible actions!
Now, I have to fact another terrible fact.
I was made used twice!
Sighs!
What can I do now?
Cry?
Crying will not help anyway.
What he wrote in his blog really hurt.
IF I were to know much more earlier, I wouldn't have landed in this situation.
Sighs!
I will never believe in love anymore.
Love really hurts.
Twice of my experience.
It enough for me!
Sighs.
Don't have to wait anymore, I will not accept.
The hurt is too deep.
Sighs.
Sorriies.
Once again, tears and blood.. ..
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Sighs!
Today was the first of April.
Once again, the first!
If we were still together, it will be the fifth months lerhs.
But everything doesn't seem to go on smoothly.
Sighs.
Life with out you really terrible.
Well, we didn't really contact today.
Just through messaging, not much too.
It was like totally different from the past.
Sighs.
Stayed at home for the whole day.
All I did was just doing homeworks and studying.
Still I can't concentrate much.
Cause I just can't forget.
Sighs.
I love you.*
I will be waiting for you too.*
SHEneedsHIM
+A Broken Love+
Your love is like a poison,
That is running through my veins.
It is the very life of me,
But causes so much pain.
But I guess it's what i deserve,
For loving someone with a broken heart.
You think they've got it all together,
And then they fall apart.
Everything is going fine,
But then the casing cracks.
The whole relationship is held
By unconvincing acts.
The love is there we both can tell,
But something's very wrong.
It's hard to tell just what it is,
But we both know that it's gone.
Blame, fear, and confusion,
Are what's driving us insane.
We let it slowly slip away.
A broken love remains.
SHEneedsHIM
[What Kind Of Love Will You Have?]
You are the innocent love. This might have been your first time and you are still not sure how love works. You both share the same feelings but are to shy to show it. Pecks on the lips and hugs are all that you are brave enough to do. You both just need some time to learn to love and trust eachother. Stick with it and people will have to pull you away from each other.
SHEneedsHIM
[What Colour Is Your Soul?]
Your soul is yellow. Yay! People love you, the truth is that you are a social butterfly. Oh Goodie! That was ment in a good sense.
Your soul is yellow. Yay! People love you, the truth is that you are a social butterfly. Oh Goodie! That was ment in a good sense.
SHEneedsHIM
[What Element Are You?] You are water.. Yay! Go you! You have blue hair, blue eyes, and your favorite hobby is to swim.. And you also have beutiful white wings.
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