JWen

2007-04-26T18:49:00.000+08:00

*- Humphs! `

Source-Based Question Workshop!

Sucks mans!

WTH.

Boring can?!

I just simply slept through that two days of workshop.

Nothing went into my mind & I have learnt nothing, honestly.

LOLS ~

Well.
Tomorrow? Finally..
NORTH VIEW SPEECH DAY!
I have been waiting long for this day to come yeahs.
No matter what, I'm going to give my very best shot!
It will be rather special one this year.
As we performing both in parade & concert.
It will be my very last performance in school.
I will miss those time I spent during band practices & etc.
After tomorrow, hopefully I will be as free as a bird. >.<
Perhaps, everything will just change after tomorrow.
I don't know~
Anyway, all the best for tomorrow performance!
Best of luck, NorthView! :)

Arghs!

Got to stay back for Chemistry Session tomorrow after Speech Day. =.="
Six more days to Mid-Year Examinations, alrights?

After that O level Chinese Exam will begin.

Isn't time flies fast? :X

Neverminds.

Am I really ready for Mid-Year;Chinese O level;O levels?

Sighs.

Honestly, I'm NOT at all.

I was sleeping through in school everyday.

I wasn't able to help myself through.

I'm lacking of so much things.

There were people who tell me not to waste my time & quit school now.

There were people who tell me to move on & not to give up & continue to work hard.

Yes, I admit that both of these were running wild in my mind every now and then.

Well, I just requested to drop AMaths yesterday, though I have already pay up for my O levels' fees.

Mdm Lee & Mr. Chia agreed, but still waiting the approval from Mdm Koh.

Hopefully, she will allow. :)

Back to that, I'm not blaming anyone for anything now.

I blamed myself for being a failure in everything.

I blamed myself for being so weak & unable to stay strong & move on.

SIGHS!

I'm getting really tired of everything.

Really!

Just let it be then. :S

//I Still Love You\\

2007-04-21T17:22:00.000+08:00

我还能爱谁

睡梦中的人

不了解我的累

我也不原谅你的美

它让我体会

这个世界真的有

十全十美却无所谓后悔

会妥协的人

不明白我自卑

就像我不容许我气馁

我真的以为

要感动最完美的玫瑰

如果要奉献我眼泪

除了你谁都不能给

见过你的美

我还能爱谁

我一路的追

意冷却不心灰

我的世界

走不出你背影的范围

没有你

会面目全非

我还能爱谁放弃其它玫瑰

这是一种愚蠢的智慧

困在只有你的堡垒

享受讨好你的滋味

2007-04-20T23:01:00.000+08:00

*- Realization `

Alrights!

It's an Friday's night again. *11:47 PM*

It's a very lonely night.

Just few more minutes to twelve. =.=''

Today was feeling rather upset.

I don't know what happen to me, I'm just feeling very down.

I'm afraid I would collapse soon.

This few months were really tough for me.

I'm overwhelmed with so much things.

So many events going on at the same time.

SYF-Band ; Speech Day ; Academic-tests.

I can't even manage and balance my time properly.

Perhaps, that's one of the reason that ruin my happiness.

Luckily, after Speech Day, we will be stepping down.

Wows! I'm looking forwards for that day to come. >.<

Well, everything will be over soon.

Just few more days to go and I will be free as compared to the past.

I just hope that I will be able to spend more time on my studies, friendship and perhaps, my relationship. =X

Guess it will be a very lonely weekends again.

Sighs!

Failure. =(

Departure;;;

I realised that it's my stubbornness that ruins my happiness.

It's my commitment to other things that ruins my happiness.

And that will be my consequences of my choice.

My life isn't great now.

Laughters ;

Joys ;

Smiles are all gone.

I do hope everything will change after 27th APRIL 2007..

I love you, still.
Waiting is tough, but letting go is even tougher.

And lastly...

ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS

2007-04-18T18:13:00.000+08:00

*- Disappointments `

Firstly, our school concert band gets nothing for SYF.

We all tried our best and gets nothing in return.

We disappointed teachers and as well as Mdm Koh and Mr Yeo.

But I believe this will not affect any of us in the upcoming Speech Day.

Though we gets nothing, we really learnt many things within this period of time whereby we all struggled through obstacles one followed by another.

Those friendship bonds we made were really precious yeahs!

Come on!

NothView's Concert Band, JIAYOU! :)

Arghs!!! >.<

Mid-Year-Examinations are just around the corners.

Just three more weeks to go alrights.

And 'O' Levels Chinese Paper is just almost one month to go!

As usual, I haven't started any of my revisions yet.

Past few months were rather busy with SYF.

Well, I got to buck up and really study hard for it.

JIAYOU everyone! :D

Well, I'm feeling much more better as compared to previous days.

Though I'm yet to fully recovered, I will try my very best to stay strong.

'Recovered' doesn't mean I will let go everything.

I'm not going to let go, okays.

Within this limited period of time given, I will try my best and changed.

I will love him silently, giving him the support silently.

Hopefully, I will get pay off by my effort. :X

I still love you &&& will continue to love you.

I'm waiting...

2007-04-15T09:30:00.000+08:00

*- Black & White Vision `

Alrights!
It's a Sunday's morning again.
See how time flies.
Sighs!
TEN days passed.
And yet I'm still feeling so upset ; hurt ; disappointed ; lost ; scared ; helpless...
Perhaps, this time I really broke the record of mine.
Tearing for more than a week continuously.
I'm really feared that many things I thought will happen.
I really can't take it.
My mind is in a whirl every now and then.
Everything were left behind for me take it by myself.
Yes, people may think it's time to let go everything.
But do your think I want to be landed in this situation?
It's always easier to say than to do it, okays?
I'm in a situation whereby I can neither let go nor move on.
Nobody will be able to help me.
So much things happened, how much time do I need?
Will it takes me forever?
I wanted to give up on everything, but I know that will be the last thing I would ever do.
Sighs...

Tomorrow.
It will be my Concert Band SYF.
I'm feeling so nervous.
I believe everyone participating will be as nervous as me.
We have work together for so many months and the day has come.
Of course, during this period of time, disagreements and quarrels get into our way too.
And through those unhappiness, we have learnt many things from it.
Come on!
It will just to tomorrow.
Let's us give our best shot!
Good luck!

Humphs!
My leg muscle tore again!
My leg was stuck in a position for two hours in the middle of the night.
And now my leg is damn pain.
I can't really walk.
And SYF is just tomorrow.
Arghs.
I believe nobody will read my blog and will care...

2007-04-13T21:59:00.000+08:00

SIGHS!

FORGIVENESS IS WHAT I NEED NOW !

2007-04-12T20:32:00.000+08:00

Twelveth Of April.

" Life was rather terrible.
History are repeating itself once again.

Nobody could understand my feelings.

I was living on this Earth aimlessly day after day.

You was once my everything.
Everything I had once was lost.
I lost it and there is no way that I can get it back.
I cried silently every night.
But everything was really far too late to backtrack anymore.
I wasn't able to face the reality myself.
Yes, I admit that I was in fault.
You was hurt by me and I disappointed you numerous times.

I regretted.
I took you for granted time after time.
You wanted me to change, and I promised you eventually.
I tried my best ability to get you back.
What should be done, I have already done.
What should be said, I have already said.
And yet I can't get you back no matter what.
I felt really, really helpless at this point of time.
I tried to embrace my fear and stay strong time after time.
I failed again.

Only if I were given another chance, I will really promise to treasure it.

Perhaps, this is the time when we both really need to calm ourselves down.

And if we still have that chance, we shall see how bahs.

I just hope you will really study hard for your upcoming exams.

And please, take care.

I still love you. "

2007-03-25T09:35:00.000+08:00

Yeahs! It's just going to be another short update. :)

Well, I just finished the Adam Khoo's course on Friday's night. Honestly, it really benefits me alot. I found myself able to understand more about my friends, family and of course myself too. We learnt many new things through joys and laughters and tears which Danny and Amin brought to us. Especially the 'sweating session'!:X Though, I did not have the courage to hug my parents, I just hope they will feel the change in me. A big SORRY as well as a big THANK YOU to them. :) And I'm going to put in my 100% in everything I do now ; I promise. With all the techniques and skills I've learnt, I'm going to strive for the best in my upcoming O levels! Jiayou everyone! :)

Replies for taggies :

WJIE ;;;

Wahs liiaos ehs! Euu tagged until sho unwillingly, might as well next tym dunch tag larrhs! LOLS! :X Aniwae, thanks! Appreciate euu bother tuh cum my blog and leave a tag. Takkaiire! And work hard for ur O levels okays? Cheers!

HUILI ;;;

Thanks. But I din tag euu, I dunch knoe ur URL.

ALEX ;;;

Alriites! I will relink euu soon derrhs. Takkaiire!

MICH ;;;

Relink euu liiaos larrhs. I even wen tuh tag euu worhs. :) Hmms. He's alriites, I supposed. I din manage tuh knoe much as he refused tuh tel miie. :X Euu hab been a great fwens too!!! Jiayou for our O levels! Muacks! :DD

2007-03-18T18:58:00.000+08:00

Weets~ I'm back to update. I was away from home on Thurday and Friday, attended band camp. Well, I have got not much comment on the band camp larrhs. It's just damn tiring! However, this camp was a test for us, it helped us to know each other better and how friends are important during crucial period. A big thank you to all my friends whom really helped me through out the camp. :)

Sighs. School starting tomorrow! I supposed there wouldn't be anymore holidays anymore till June holidays. Mid-years examinations and O Levels Chinese Paper will be coming up by then. Well, I haven't complete my holidays assignments yet. And I'm going to complete them now. So, see you guys soon! :)

2007-03-13T19:03:00.000+08:00

Okays, just a quick update will do. :D

Boy and I went back to school this afternoon. I had my band practice as usual and he was asked to see the Vice Pricipal, Mdm Ani earlier. Well, the school was rather empty, except for those uniform groups' members. I supposed I saw only the Girl Guides and NPCC. Then boy returned home and meet his friend for lunch. Sean and Eliza went back school to study. Oops! :D

Humphs! Miss Lim was pissed off by me, alrights? I went to inform her that I need to leave earlier at forty-thirty as I'm having tuition at night. And she started to lecture me again. It's okays. I get used to it anyway. However, Mr. Bala gave me the permission and I left. Met my boy at NorthPoint and went home. He rushed to his grandmother's house after that. :)

Ohhs, I just can't wait for the band camp on Thurday! Just before I left for band, Mr. Bala just gave me that programme sheet. I wonders who plan that camp programme. LOLS. To be very frank, the programme sucks. It's more on intensive training than other things else. Still remembered back two year back, we had one intensive band camp during March Holidays. That was indeed really a memorable one! Hopefully, this time round will not be that boring. I've got to pack my stuffs tomorrow morning. :)

Don't think will be blogging tomorrow. Will update on what's happen during my camp days on Saturday. Byes!

2007-03-12T22:12:00.000+08:00

Twelve-Of-March.

First day of my one week holidays.

Today, very guai lehhs.

Stayed at home the whole day just to complete my holidays' assignments.

Was doing my holidays' assignments since late morning till just now eight.

Suprisely, managed to complete most of it.

*CLAPS CLAPS*

Hahas!

Alrights.

Tomorrow will be a busy day for me.

There is band practice in the afternoon.

Siians~

No choice.

SYF is just round the corner, no more time to waste.

Hopefully, we will be able to come back with a Silver Award or at least maintain a Bronze.

Good luck, band members!

No matter what, I must force myself to sleep ; eat ; play well this few days.

Now don't sleep, no more time to sleep liiaos. :X

Band camp on Thursday and Friday~

Arghs!!!

I gonna miss my dearest boy for two days lerrhs.

Bleahs~

Well, that's all for today. :)

Replies for taggies :

Kino ;

Long time never receive your tag lerrhs worhs. How's life? :) I really no time update lehhs. Almost one whole month never switch on my com and play liiaos lorrhs. Now I updated my blog liiaos, you happy? Wahahas! I'm a super busy woman for this year! LOLS. Anyway, takkaiire! Catch up with you soon! :)

MJie ;

DARLING! You also another one. Long time to tag me liiaos. Okays larrhs. I no update, also nothing to tag hors. LOLS! :D Holidays started. I'm bored at home, alrights? Never jio me? LOLS! I'm having camp lehhs. Guess only will see you on Friday's night bahs. Takkaiire girl! Muacks! =P

JiaHui & Shirlynn ;

Thanks for your tags. Shall catch with yours soon! See Shirlynn in band yeahs! Jiayou worhs! :)

Sky ;

HELLOS! First time view my blog yeahs? First time tag me yeahs? Hahas. I am so damn busy now lorrhs. Everyday pass so fast. Blink one eye, one day ended lerrhs. :X Thanks for your encouragements. Will work and play hard derrhs. Takkaiire worhs. Don't give up on your studies too! Jiayou! :]

2007-03-11T09:45:00.000+08:00

Alrights!
A big 'HELLOS' to everyone again!
I'm back for blogging from one whole month break. -.-'
I was a super busy woman for that past one month.
I was really busy, rushing for time every single day okays.
As usual, School ; Band practices ; Triple S ; Tuition.
Perhaps, was busy with my boy too. LOLS!

Triple S was cancelled for the whole of March due to SYF practices.

I wonder is that effective.

Neglecting studies and concentrate more on SYF?
Anyway, one week March holidays started.
Thinking March holidays would be a good time for me to rest well & have enough sleep, but it screw me up larhs!
I have band practices - Tuesday & a intensive band camp training on Thursday & Friday.
SUCKS!
It will be a two days one night camp.
We will only break camp at four sharp on Friday evening.
After that, I got to rush home and get ready for the 'Titoudao' Drama at National Library.
And we must be here by seven-thirty.
All these events doesn't include my revision time worhs.

Assignments are piling up like a mountain.
Imagine I got to do my revisions at the same time.
GOSHS.
I'm going to FAINT!

Anyway, just received my first result slip of the year on Friday.

That sheet of paper sucks!

It was the worst result slip for whole of my life!

Failed four subjects - 3 F9 & 1 D7 - POA ; Combined Science ; AMaths ; Chinese.

Passed three subjects - 1 C6 & 2 B4 - English ; Combined Humanities ; EMaths.

Sighs.

I was rather pleased with my English though it was just a C6.

Managed to get into band one as the overall standard was low.

And that explained why I could get into it. =)

Well, all I could do now is to really buck up and work extremely hard before it's too late.

Time wait for no man~

4E/5N pupils - Study hard alrights! Cheers! =)

Okays.

It was rather a long post.

I supposed I still have many other things to blog about.

Hopefully, I will update again by tonight.

No promise worhs, if not people will say I liar!

LOLS! =X

2007-02-18T20:32:00.000+08:00

*HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR-

WOOTS~
Finally I'm back here.
I was missing in action for the past few weeks.
Well, I was just too busy with school's stuffs yeahs.
My whole week schedule was just 'Triple S' and band practices!
PHEWS.
I supposed I am going to suffer for the rest of the year liiaos. :(
I can't do anything to change it marrhs.
Just be it!

Hahas!
First day of CHINESE NEW YEAR worhs.
Headed to my paternal grandparents' house at Bishan.
Wahs liiaos ehhs!
Worst year ever had.
All relatives missing in action siiaL, received only five red packets.
SUCKS!
After that went to my dad's long-extended relatives' house at Circuit Road.
Sho qiao siiaL, my boy was at Circuit Road too.
I was at block 35 and he was at block 44.
Hahas!
Too bad, never meet him. :X
And went back home after that.
Go home eat instant noodles for dinner. :X

Well, tomorrow will be rather different lerrhs.

Going to my maternal grandparents' house!

YEAHS!

For sure will receive much more red packets.

I will be back blogging tomorrow's night alrights?

Stay tune! :P

Given by Mr. and Mrs. Chan on Friday.
Thanks. :)

TIGRESS~!
Valentine's Day Present from WeiJie. Thanks! :P

2007-02-02T21:22:00.000+08:00

*LOVES-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF ~

LOLS ! =D

Well, my first happiest birthday ever.

Received presents from my friends worhs.

Thanks to everyone whom make it wonderful day for me yeahs!

Kisses to you guys.

All thanks all to my fellow classmates.

Sabo me until very shuang hors?!

LOLS.

Wahs liiaos ehhs.

Mdm Lee wished me best of luck and HUG me infront of the whole class~

GOSHS!

It's unbelievable arrhs!

Oops! And my face turned so damn red can.

Hahas. Nevermiind~

Once again, thanks to all beloved friends worhs! =)

Just share some photos with you guys!

MY BIRTHDAY CAKE ~ =D

Half Of My Presents ~

MUAHAHAS!

Sweets ~

My SISTER gave it to me~ =X

Cute hors ?

2007-01-26T22:03:00.000+08:00

*NUMBED-

Arghs!

So many things happened in just one short week, okays.

Sometimes, how I wish I could just pretend to be ignorant to everything around me.

I really don't wish to face the reality that is just right infront of me.

Sighs.

Why must you always do those hurtful things to me?

By doing that, do you think the present situation will get better?

Are you trying to act dumb or trying to provoke me deliberately or trying to get my attention?

By doing all these foolish and silly actions, you will only make me hate you even more.

I put hope on you from the start, and yet you hurt me that deep.

Sometimes, I wonder back again, do you really worth my time, love and tears?

I give in some much to you, and yet I don't get anything is return.

I told myself numerous times that I must forget you as soon as possible.

I gave myself time, but I still can't do it. =(

A-MATHS is driving me to death.

Can you ever imagine I scored one mark upon twenty marks?!

That's the very first time I ever get that pathetic mark, okays.

Is not I never study or I am lazy lorrhs.

I every night also study till eleven plus, and I am getting this kind of disappointing results!

And this shows how stupid I am yeahs! =X

How am I going to continue for the rest of the months?!

Goshs.

I am banging the wall soon!

LALAS.

2007-01-21T21:20:00.000+08:00

SUNDAY'S NIGHT again !

Very the siians .

Tomorrow school starts again .

Weekends past so damn fast larrhs .

Like that blink one time , then weekdays liiaos .

Hahas !

Study hard to all my friends worhs !

Strive for the very best alrights ~ =)

Yes , you told me you will consider last night .

Will you really put in your heart and soul to consider ?

I doubt so .

However , I will still hope for the very best , okays .

2007-01-20T22:59:00.000+08:00

Life isn't good since school reopened.

I couldn't get myself to settled down and concentrate on my studies.

I have been bursting out my endless tears every nights.

I know this is a very important year for me, this will be my very last lap.

Having said that, I just can't do anything right now.

You see the cheerful side of me everyday, did you ever seen the other side of me?

I doubt you seen before.

All I request now, is the friendship we used to have once.

Is it that hard for you to grant me?

Slashing and hurting myself is no longer the solution to it anymore.

It has no effect on me anymore.

I hate those pain in me.

What can I do?

You are the one that I really love , do you understand?

All I need is you back as a friend. =(

Sighs.

2007-01-19T22:56:00.000+08:00

*BUSY DAYS-

It's a Friday's night again .

One week just passed away .

Yet I didn't notice that everything around me had changed .

Guess I will be able to blog during the weekends lerrhs .

I am lacking of time alrights .

Everyday seems so busy .

Piles of homeworks everyday ; tests are following up day after day .

Mock exams and tests coming up next week ~

I don't even have space for myself to breathe . =X

Well , I was given the 'Switching From AMaths To Literature' form this afternoon .

I got to make up my mind and submit by Monday .

I am dead mans !

Arghs .

If I were to switch to Literature ; I will be behind time , I might not be able to catch up the rest .

If I were to continue with my AMaths ; I will have to continue to fail endlessly .

I can neither do well in both ~

What should I do ? =(

Alriites .

I got to turn in lerrhs .

It's a tiring day for me .

Study ; Band ; Study ; Band =)

*I STILL LOVE YOU. =)

2007-01-13T21:27:00.000+08:00

* DISAPPOINTMENTS -

Well , CCA Open House for Secondary One pupils today .

It's a tiring for all of us yeahs .

As for my band , we had to bring all our instruments up and down the band room before and after performance .

Very heavy arrhs ! My hands are going to break !

Despite of all our efforts put in , our recruitment rate is still very low .

We performed all four pieces , and yet there is still no respond from them .

What we get back was all disappointments ! =(

Everything ended before twelve .

Headed to Long John Silver for lunch with JRong ; ZFeng ; Kaven ; JWei ; ZJie ; JRen ; June .

We were making fools out of ourselves at there larrhs .

It's all started cause of JIAWEI ; The Big Joker !

He is indeed a great joker . =)

Anyway , thanks guys for all the entertainments yeahs !

KISSES to you guys !

Some photos we took this afternoon .

More of it will be coming up soon yeahs ! =)

That's Kaven ; My Years Of Buddy . =)

The Four Band Monkeys . =X

Hmphs . The Three Fools !

LAST BUT NOT LEAST ;

THE UN-WANTED SMILE OF MINE .

Yes ; I Still Do Wish You Will Return .

I may treat you cold , but you still do exist as my love one .

2007-01-11T22:50:00.000+08:00

OUR PAST WILL NEVER BE THE PRESENT ANYMORE !

YOU HURT ME DEEPLY BY STATING THIS SENTENCE IN MY HEART .

2007-01-11T21:22:00.000+08:00

SIGHS !

School life sucks for me .

I am being hurt by each view I saw every moment .

Our relationship had end so long ago , and I am still dropping endless tears for you .

When will you know all these ?

When will you end your coldness to me ?

When will I be able to see your smile infront of me again ?

Yes . You see my smile and laughters everyday .

But let me tell you honestly , it's all fake !

You will see them now , but not forever bahs .

It will fade off very soon .

Sighs !

I am deeply hurt ! =(

2007-01-06T22:02:00.000+08:00

*SCHOOL-

HELLOS EVERYONE ! (:

It had been some time since I last update my blog with a long post lerrhs .

And I am going to do it now .

Hehehes .

Alrights !

Secondary four liiaos ; Which means I am taking my O Levels at the end of this year .

Goshs ! *PANICKING*

To be very frank , I am still not up to the standard for taking national exams arrhs .

Well , hopefully , I will wake up and start bucking up on my studies before everything is too late ~

Having those thoughts of Triple S ; Night Programmes ; Staying back till late , makes me so stressed up mans !

Nevermiind . All I need is determination now ! (:

Jiayous to all whom are in the same boat as me , especially 4Es and 5As yarrhs .

Don't think I will have the time to blog regularly anymore bahs .

HAHAHAHAS !

Anyway , all the best guys ! (:

&& I still love you . I can't get over those happiness you filled in my heart once . But I am really happy to see your smile everyday alrights ?

2007-01-05T20:59:00.000+08:00

I WILL WAIT TILL I CAN'T ANYMORE .

I HOPE YOU SEE THIS .

2007-01-01T23:03:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL !

YEAR 2007 has arrived .

It's a brand new start yeahs !

Hope all my wish will be fulfilled alrights ! (:

2006-12-28T22:48:00.000+08:00

*ONCE my DA BEN ZHU -

Ohhs no !

I am still so far , far away from happy now .

I lost everything again .

Yes , I managed to get you in the end .

Still , I lost it .

I was furious initially .

All you did was just to put blames on me without thinking of what you have done .

True enough , I was the cause of everything .

No one to be blamed , except for me myself .

Well , I shall not elaborate further on anymore .

Though , we were together for really short while , but feeling isn't short at all !

I still hope there is still a second chance for you and me .

I will change if you want me back alriites - promised .

I still love you ; I will wait till I can't anymore .

2006-12-26T20:03:00.000+08:00

Bleahs . I LOVE YOU , BOY !

I Mean It , Okays ? =)

2006-12-25T18:40:00.000+08:00

*SORRY-

I was at fault from the very start .

We started on very well , but cause of me , everything was ruined .

I did thing that hurt and upset you .

But , all I want is just you .

I apologised to you , it is up to you if you want to accept it a not .

Will you forgive me ?

Will you give me this last chance to make up everything again ?

Sighs !

2006-12-24T19:46:00.000+08:00

*SICK CHRISTMAS -

Sighs !

I am down with High Fever ; Gastric pain ; Cold .

I am having a sick , sick christmas this year .

Want to see doctor this morning , but today is Christmas Eve , most clinics are closed .

I took some old medinces , hopefully they helps and I don't need to go for twenty-four hours clinic .

Sighs !

Well , with or without your presence makes no difference now .

You just treated me as nothing .

I don't need you anymore .

You can be single for three years or more now .

As long you are happy , I am fine , okays . =)

Alrights !

*He* went out with his friends to celebrate Christmas' Eve .

And I am alone now .

Nevermiind ~

Well , I got to end here lerrhs .

Takkaiire . :]

Anyway ,

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE !!!

2006-12-23T15:01:00.000+08:00

没有你的每一天 - 徐婕儿

回家的路总是很远
话少得很可怜
一个人的晚餐
都是孤单的滋味
看见身边重复上演
属于我们的画面
选择逃避的眼
怎么还是会流泪
爱着你的每一天
你就是我的世界
那时候还以为
我就爱这一遍
没有你的每一天
快乐离我好遥远
心已随你走了
还能用什么感觉

我舍不得睁开眼睛
害怕身边没有你
也许在梦境里
是我们最近的距离
想念你温热的手心
冷风里把我握紧
当冬天又来临
这温度该怎么延续

谢谢你曾经爱过我
给我最美的经过
但生命最爱被剥夺
未来的路该怎么走

Just for the only you . =(

2006-12-23T13:45:00.000+08:00

*Pathetic Saturday -

Well , I woke up pretty early at six this morning .

As usual , I can't get into sleep again .

Left my house at nine-thirty , headed to North Point .

Meet two monkeys ; WeiJie & YaoDe .

Purposed was to pass them their Christmas's Presents .

Thought it would be a enjoyable day , but it wasn't , obviously .

Two men leading the way & one follower following behind .

Nine out of ten shops were open lorrhs .

There are three idiots walking with no shop opened .

Went up to Time Zone after that .

Well , I was standing by the glass pane waiting for them to finish their gaming .

My mind was in a whirl ; My head was aching .

Sighs .

My cousin ; WeiLiang & Alvin came after that .

Then went to MacDonald & they took their lunch there .

Yes , they were enjoying everything .

I was sitting by the corner ; ENDLESS tears ; ENDLESS tissue papers .

I wanted to release myself from the start ; I controlled my emotions .

In the end , still broke down .

Went straight home after that .

Sorry guys ; Didn't mean to ignore your ; Sorry for my rudeness . =(

Hopefully , you guys appreciate & like my gifts yeahs .

TO YOU <33;

Okays ~

Here goes my Christmas's wish !!!

I got no more you .

It will never , never , ever come true .

Sighs ; ENDLESS tears !

I got nothing to say anymore .

You don't even pass me my present personally to me .

You don't even say a single word .

What sincerity is this ?!

What am I to you ; You tell me .

You treated me worst than a friend .

Perhaps , just a stranger on the road .

Well , your presents don't mean anything to me .

You was enjoying happily with your buddy .

Yes , you let go & forget everything fast .

I saw your sweet , sweet smiLes ; Your smiLes will never be earsed !

You HURT me deep into my heart !

Do you ever know that ; Yet you don't willing to turn back .

My broken heart will only be mend back , if you were willing to turn back .

I still love you even though you treated me this way .

I am hoping for your return anytime ; just one last chance for me to make up everything .

The Pain Of Love Is The Pain Of Being alive.

It is a perpetual wound.

2006-12-22T22:16:00.000+08:00

Alrights !

This afternoon went to meet my cousin at Chong Pang .

He came all the way down from Hougang to Yishun , just to pass his ex-girlfriend her belated birthday present .

And the worst part was he left his little brother alone at home .

LOLS !

After that headed to North Point ; cause I need to buy last minute Christmas's presents .

Okays .

At least I bought some things for them .

Well , my lonely journey all alone .

I am meeting you guys tomorrow yeahs . :)

I am looking forwards .

And below are just some photos .

Those LONELY roads I walked today .

Sighs ! I need you back , boy !

My Christmas Presents for you guys !

Hope your like it . (:

ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS YOU !

2006-12-22T08:52:00.000+08:00

*Sick Day -

Goshs !

I am unable to sleep last night again .

Maybe I am suffering from 'Insomnia' - An inability to sleep .

Guess what .

I was doing self-reflections and soul-searching almost the whole of last night till this morning six .

Oops ! I am having panda's eyes ; plus swollened's eyes .

Sighs ~!

I am falling sick .

I am down with high fever at 41.3 degrees and gastric pain .

Fever first time shoot until so high mans !

Hahahas ! It is a great time for me to take SOME panadols .

Damn !

Christmas coming lerrhs .

ALL I WAT FOR THIS CHRISTMAS IS YOU !

And I am falling sick .

Feared that can't celebrate Christmas .

But nevermiind ; I will be having a LONELY CHRISTMAS anyway ~

Empty promises made , alrights ?

*TO YOU -

I just realised all my effort put into this relationship and you was all wasted ; it went all down to the drain . I wasn't able to get back in return what I give to you . I believed every relationship , there will always be giving and taking . But I was never the one whom is receiving ; I don't recieved anything at all . I had never regretted what I have done ; what I have sacrificed for you . All I want from you in return is not to leave me . Still remembered , there was once I left you , you was upset and unable to control your emotions ; you did foolish actions . I left you was because you did something that cause my feelings for you to fall . Initially , I told myself not to turn back no matter what . But I couldn't endure the pain and suffers in you . I still return by your side and trying to gain back those feelings ; I was glad I successed ! I was in the same situation as you right now ; where are you ??? I need you badly . Come to the worst , was you there for me just as a friend ? The answer was a obvious NO . I dare not say anything ; you climbed over my head . You yourself don't want this relationship ; you don't need me & you are pushing me away to someone else . You yourself know clearly that me & him is totally over ; impossible . Does it means that when I am single , you must push me to him ? I am telling you one last time & hope he will know too : Me and him is impossible ! Is this being fair to me ??! It was never fair to me from the start . My endless tears . I told myself to be strong and must pull through this dark period , but it seems my mission is impossible ~!

The memories you etched in me .

The promise you made ONCE .

It ~~will never~~ happen anymore .

~~Your promise~~ ; My promise

The lonely road I walked .

I endured the pain .

You are the one I will never return .

I don't need you .

I need you badly .

All I want for Christmas is YOU .

I need you to get me back alive .

YOU .

2006-12-21T10:03:00.000+08:00

To YOU ;

I am glad that you accepted me back a normal friend .

You was absolutely right !

I wasn't able to face the reality ; because my feeling for you is too deep .

I don't wish to face it ; Never !

You will never ever understand & you will never ever try to understand .

In fact , I was just running away from it .

What can I do ?!

Do you know ; I was being forced to accept it .

Yes , you heard my laughters .

But do you know deep inside my heart , my heart is shattered .

Yes , you might see my smiles on my face in few days time or in the future .

But they are all fake smiles .

You always thought I am doing very fine without you .

You are wrong ! I wasn't !

I was very happy once ; cause I got you by my side .

I wasn't happy since the day you left me alone & refused to turn back .

I can't accept that you are treating me as a friend .

Simply , I can't accept everything .

You once told me you will stay single for three years .

Three years ?!

Do you know how long is three years ?

You know that this sentence hurt me the most ?

Well , I can only tell you that , I will stay single till the day you return back.

You might not believe me ; I will prove it to you .

Every night , I shed my tears without letting any one know .

Memories flashed through my mind .

Words that you said that build up my trust & love for you could be heard .

I was pessimistic ; I couldn't let go ; I love you .

You was optimistic ; why ?

You could let go that easily ; You had never love me that deep .

You never !

You just left me without giving you and me a last chance to start everything again .

When will you ever do that ?! When ?!

Sighs !

That will be my one and only wish I made from now on ; Christmas wish ; Birthday wish and so on .

My life sucks now ; My life is filled with black & white images ; The lies you made once .

I will still need you ; I will still wait for you ; I will still love you as much as I did to you in the past .

My watery eye .

I shed tears for you .

Did you ever know how much I love you ?

I still love you .

I am shutting down everything .

I really need you back .

I will wait ; not just for now ; but forever .

I am letting you in ; are you willing ?

2006-12-20T18:40:00.000+08:00

*To YOU ;
Well , everything has come to an end .

You wanted it & I granted your wish reluctantly .

I still love you , I have attempted to make you stay , but you refused to .

I failed eventually .

I then realised all my wrong doings ; I hurt you deeply with all my words and actions .

My thinking was excessively childish previously .

I did many , many things that hurt you right deep in your heart yet I don't realised any till now .

I tends to take you for granted from the start ; I treasured once I lost it .

But everything was really , really too , too late !!!

I have just lost the one whom I love the most ; I regretted !

I can't blamed you for leaving me ; I was the root of everything .

I am sincerely sorry for everything I did in the past .

I do appreciate what you had done for me .

I got to let you go slowly ; I need time .

I really do hope one day you will realise ; How much I love you ; How much I need you .

I have always been wanting you to stay by my side forever ; your love & everything .

But to my surprise , your heart changed completely .

You no longer love me ; you no longer the one I ever known .

With my warm wishes , I hope you will continue to strive for the best .

I will always hoping that you will soften down , letting everything to backtrack like before .

Perhaps , all these will never ever be fulfilled anymore ; I knew it .

Hoping for a miracle ~.

All these words might not go into you ; you might not even want to see it .

But at the very least , I have say out my heart .

My last sentence to you for now ; You will always be the best guy in my heart forever .

My eyes are swelling .

I want to close my eyes forever .

Only YOU can mend back my broken ; shattered heart .

Tearing .

2006-12-19T19:10:00.000+08:00

Ahhs !

Rain , Rain , Rain and Rain !!!

Everyday also rain until like nobody business .

Want to go out , see the rain also siians liiaos .

Very pek chek one larrhs !

But stayed at home also shiock .

Cold cold weather ; suitable for sleeping arrhs .

Hahas . =D

Just now see the six-thirty news .

Wahs liiaos ehhs !

The rain very powerful arrhs .

Can rain non-stop until flood .

Several places in Singapore flood like siiaos !

Scary arrhs ~ =X

The reporter still say this kind of rain will continue till Friday !

Die larrhs .

Tomorrow still need to go back school .

Siians ! =X

Took some photos at home .

2006-12-19T09:54:00.000+08:00

Ohhs !

My posting entry reached TWO HUNDREDS lerrhs !

In another words , this is my two hundreds and one entry .

I didn't noticed I have posted that much . LOLS !

Damn !

Woke up damn early at seven this morning .

Goshs ! SEVEN ?!

I just woke up suddenly without any disturbance .

I just can't get into sleep since last night larrhs .

Even last night , I slept at one plus .

Turn here turn there also can't close my eyes .

I am trying to be strong ; by hiding my tears within my heart .

Guess I will be the lonely one this coming Christmas lerrhs . =(

TO HIM ;

Sighs ~ I can't take it anymore . I am going to say what I want to say . I don't care lerrhs .

Why must I encountered all these nonsenses everytime I stepped into relationship ? I tried to forgive and forget those hurtful actions and words you did and said to me , but did you appreciate it ? Yes , I know I am at fault at times , I am sorry for that . When will you understand my feelings ? I tried to put myself in your shoes and understand how you feel ; I soften myself down , making life easier for you and trying to solve it . Did you soften down for me too ? When will you understand the pain in me ? I am really , really tired of everything ! I believed that this is a obstacle for you and me to overcome it . Our relationship has been put to a test now , I know it is tough for both of us , but the most important question is : Are you willing to overcome everything together ? You told me you need two days . Yes , I agreed with you reluctantly . Do you know the two days for you may be a very easy one , but for me will be an endless two days . My expected answer will be a very disappointing answer . I will wait for this two days ; I believed there is still hope till the last minute . What will be your answer ? A disappointing or a surprising answer ? My only wish for now is you to grant me that one and only wish . I am hoping I will be able to pull through this dark period by myself but I have no support at all now , I am falling off ; I am about to let go everything , do you know ? Nevermind bahs . Whatever the answer you will giving me , I will just accept it and live on bahs . Take care .

Tears . =(

Reply for taggies ;

*MingJie`

Ahhs ! You dumb ass ! You heard of it before still don't know what song . =) You free call me hors . I don't want to disturb you when working arhhs . Thanks . =)

*Yasu`

Chemistry ! I know nothing about it ! Well , thanks anyway okays . Enjoy yourself later okays . Takkaiire worhs . =)

*Tiara`

Erms . I will try okays ? No promise , my dear girl . Anyway , thanks for you concerns yeahs . I appreciate it very much . =) Takkaiire too . Smile okays ! =D

2006-12-18T19:41:00.000+08:00

Today , returned back school for band practice again .

Well , supposed to meet Kaven at nine derrhs .

I called him at nine , he was still sleeping .

WTF !

Nevermiind ; meet him at nine-fifteen .

Surprisingly , today only seven band members turned up plus GuanHan and David .

Pathetic !

We had sectional practice until twelve and we went off for lunch .

Came back school to plan for the board .

In the end , never do anything .

Hahas .

Got to go back school to finish up everything on Wednesday again .

That's all for today bahs .

Those unhappy things I shouldn't mentioned here lerrhs .

Hope he will read his e-mail .

See yarrhs . =)

2006-12-17T19:20:00.000+08:00

Okays .

Today , went Cenieleisure derrhs K-Lunch with my two cousins plus WeiLiang and Alvin .

Was raining cats and dogs this morning .

Supposed to meet at ten forty-five at Somerset Control Station derrhs .

I thought I was late already and was rushing through the crowd .

Phews ~

In the end , me and my cousin was the earliest !

Hahas .

Nevermiind . =)

Well , had lots of fun and entertainments .

Infact , I didn't sing at all , okays .

I think except for one song ; Jin Tian Ni Yao Jia Gei Wo .

And P.S ;

Please don't force people to sing when they are not in the mood .

And people don't want to sing , don't show attitude .

I hate it !
Nevermiind .

Went Takashimaya shopping after that .

Saw the actor ; Li Teng !

He was hiring a cab .

Wahs sehs . Very handsome siiaL .

Headed to Junction Eight .

Shop awhile then go home lerrhs .

Anyway , thanks ; kisses to you guys !

Siians . =D

Plus tomorrow still need to return back school for band .

Wahs liiaos ehs .

Double siians larrhs .

Ohhs yarrhs .

Tomorrow , N Level release of results hors .

Well , all the best to those who are taking results !

Good luck ! =)

To him ;

Sighs .

I know you changed alot .

As what you said , what is done is done .

What can I do ?

I just have to accept who you are now .

I don't expect anything from you lerrhs .

Sorry if my words really hurt you . =(

Replys for taggiies :

*Tiara`

Yeahs ! Really very long never see you lerrhs . BUT I think I saw you that day in school ? You having your guides ? Hahas . Nevermiind . I miss you too larrhs. Hope to see you when school reopen yeahs. Takkaire ! =)

*WeiLiang`

Hahas. I am really free everyday larrhs . I am rotting soon . LOLS ! Unlike you , everyday chiong sua ! Hahahahas ! Okays larrhs . Thanks for entertainments just now arrhs . =) Takkaiire ! =)

*MingJie`

Ahhs ! Yes , you heard this song before lehhs . That time at bus-stop ; you still say very sad . LOLS ! I preferred this blogskin too. Simple yet nice hors . Hahas . =D

*Alvin`

I was rather suprised you would tag me siiaL . Cos you hardly tag me derrhs . Once in a blue mood larrhs. =) Anyway , thanks yeahs ! Hahas . You takkaire too ; going chiong sua liiaos . Miss you yeahs. =)

2006-12-16T22:15:00.000+08:00

Heys everyone !
I have changed my blogskin again !
Arghs ~
I spent so much time on it mans .
Almost three to four hours arrhs .
It may looked plain and simple ; but who cares ~
LOLS !
Anyway , just drop by and continue to tag me yeahs . =)

Well , today stayed at home and rot .
Mum and sister went out again .
And I am staying at home to change my blogskin lorrhs .
Then just now evening , I was wrapping my books for two hours .
Goshs ! Two hours !
Gonna killed me , but I still finished wrapping .
And I did the wrappings for Christmas Presents too .
Wahs liiaos ehs .
Those stupid presents damn hard to wrap ; they come in different shapes and sizes .
*Faint !
You guys better appreciate my wrappings hors ; I spent so much time on it . =D
Okays , I got to turn in soon lerrhs .
My eyes are shutting down soon !
Damn tired today .
And I need to wake up early tomorrow !
I am going K-Lunch . =)
Shuang ~
See you guys again . =)

Here are just LAME photos I took today .

Wrapping my books ! *Faint .

My new hair-style !
I doubt you guys can see the difference . -_-"

Replys for taggies :

*YaoDe & Venus & Heizeline`

Wahahas ! I changed my blogskin twice lerrhs . Now is the latest derrhs . =) Thanks for your taggie yeahs. =D

*MJie`

Ahhs , surprised? I did this blogskin myself one larrhs . Without any help from others , okays ? Hahas. But honestly , is it nice ? I think is abit plain hors ? But anyway , I like can liiaos larrhs. =X

*Debbi`

Huhs ?! What happened ; why now can acess liiaos lerrhs ? What you did to you blog account ? Hahas ! I lost you previous URL liiaos lerrhs worhs ; just tag me with your old URL when you free yeahs . Sorry arrhs . =X

*JiaHui`

Ahhs ! I changed my blogskin lerrhs lehhs . Where got same as you larrhs ? You see wrongly arrhs ? LOLS ! =D

*Jolie`

Wahs liiaos ehhs . You purposely one mehhs ? I rebonded liiaos really not nice one . My hair is as flat as a pancake siiaL . -_-" But still , I took one photo just now , you take a look above bahs . Hehes .

*Daphne`

Yarrhs lorrhs . Holidays ending soon lerrhs . Why you so happy arrhs ? LOLS ! Holidays end means O level coming . And we must chiong lerrhs arrhs ! How I wish time can pass one hour slower ! LOLS ! Takkaiire ; see you soon . =)

2006-12-15T19:29:00.000+08:00

Alriites !

I am finally back since the last time I blogged . =)

Well , I went rebonding my hair yesterday .

And I had a new hair-cut too .

I cut too many layers ; and all my hair is sticking out at the back now !

Arghs !!!

*Regretted .

Nevermind .

Now , my hair had all the stupid smelly smell .

I hate it , okays .

Everyone !

I had changed my blogskin to a new one yeahs .

Though it is abit plain , but plain has its cool side too ! =)

Okays .

I will add more pictures to it as the time passed alriites ?

See euu guys soon . =D

2006-12-12T19:18:00.000+08:00

I am so tired ; my eyes are closing soon .

Went to the Yishun Stadium's Gym this morning with MJie , YDe and WJie .

Surprised hors ? Can euu guys imagine the four of us went Gym ?!

And , we walked all the way from Yishun Interchange to Stadium can ?

The stupid long , long road ; makes us so tired .

Hahahas .

Well , it nearly killed me .

My stamina is lousy ; I have no strength to pull those weights .

Infact , I can't do much excerises ; didn't exercise for long time lerrhs .

But I at least did something , okays .

And I did burn off some fats , okays .

Hahahahas .

Ahhs . There are lot of strong guys ; makes us so shy yeahs. =)

Went to have our lunch after that .

Hang around at North Point and home sweet home after that . =]

And now , my body is aching all over the place !

YEAHS !!!

Christmas is coming soon .

Ohhs , I just can't wait to celebrate it yeahs .

And most importantly , my Christmas Presents , babe .

Anyway , I just received a few today ; from MJie and YDe .

LOLS !!!

Thanks alots worhs .

I love them , okays ?

You guys rocks yeahs !

Kisses to you guys . =D

Alright , that's all for this moment .

I got to rest !

It's a tiring day for me . =)

The Long , Long Road To Stadium ; Stupid Road .

Christmas Present / Dearest MJie

It's Mr . Bean ! LOLS !

Christmas Present / Dearest MJie

Cute Bear !

Christmas Present / YDe

LOLS ! =D

2006-12-11T19:45:00.000+08:00

*Tiring Dae-

I hab been rottin at home ferhs daes lerrhs .

And finallie todae was da dae I am released from da jail !

Early afternoon, miit tad dear girl, MJie at my house downstair .

Headed tuh Novena Square .

Wen dere jus ferhs one toopid reason - The Kitty Palace Shop .

Hahahas !

The shop was rather small .

But everythini displayed dere jus caught my attention .

How I wish I hab ATM card and bought everythini !!!

Dream on yeahs . =)

Well , each of us bought a Hello Kitty's file .

And it cost us almost two bucks .

But I hab da membership card ; which entitles us tuh a maximum of fifteen percents discount .

LOLS !

After tad wen tuh Orchard derrhs Takashimaya .

We bought sho much thini yeahs .

MJie spent thirty bucks !

I spent even more larrhs ; Sixty bucks ; wiib da cash vouchers !

Very shuang , no niid giib a single cent !

Hahahas !

Fan Jian miie horrs . =)

Lastly, wen Bugis !!!

LOLS .

Waste our tym goiin dere .

Onlie bought ears studs . =D

Home swiid home after tad .

We super hyper arrhs .

Go three places at one go and reached home before six !

In da end , legs all pain until siiaos !

Hahahahahas !

The Lonely Road I Walked .

2006-12-11T19:23:00.000+08:00

You Are Chocolate Chip Ice Cream

You are kind, popular, and generous. You tend to be successful at anything you try. A social butterfly, you are great at entertaining a crowd.
You are most compatible with strawberry ice cream.

2006-12-08T19:16:00.000+08:00

Arghhs !
I am sho damn sways ken .
Especially yesterdae and todae !
Well , let's miie start wiib yesterdae okays .
My bloody computer kena VIRUS and SPYWARES !
The whole computer cun even go internet lorrhs .
Den used da programme tuh catch those bloody virus and spywares.
Scanned ferhs lyk hours ; bored miie tuh death siiaL !
The best thini was ; scanned haf wae thru den internet connection kena disconnected .
Den hab tuh restart al over again !
Knn .
But finally , still managed tuh clear those irritatin virus and spywares .
Lucky miie ~
Hahas .

Todae , returned school ferhs band practice again !
Reported and fall in at one-thirty .
Initially , was fall in upstair ; outside band room dere derrhs .
Den whole squat kena downstair .
Wahs liiaos ehs .
Downstair si bei hot ken .
Hot nevermiind ; still niid tuh do drills !!!
But hengs , tym flew kinda fast .
Fall out liiaos , den go up band room prepared ferhs warm-ups .
Play , Play , Play .
Hahas. =)
Wanna watch one Japanese Band DVD derrhs .
Den in da end , kennort watch .
And .
Todae , new instruments finally delieved liiaos .
Hahas .
All shiny shiny one .
Happie sehs !
Well , tad's all ferhs todae liiaos. =)

2006-12-05T18:54:00.000+08:00

Siighs .

Went ferhs band practice early in da mornin again .

As usual , warm-ups ; sectionals ; combined .

Practice , Practice , and Practice !

Arghs !

I am goiin crazy soon .

CCA Open House ; SpeechDay ; and followed by SYF !!!

Dey are all goiin tuh stress miie up !

Practice sho hard oso cun get those pieces of scores riites ~.

Perhaps , I am borned tuh be toopid uhhs .

I am giibin up soon larrhs .

Well , "Practices Makes Perfect."

I am doubtin diis sentence arrhs !

It seems tad it iish fake larrhs .

Nevermiind .

Enuff of my complains .

Nothini iish perfect .

LOLS !

2006-12-04T19:04:00.000+08:00

Alriites !

I am back .=)

Well , wake up early in da mornin .

Rushin thru da crowd ; jus tuh get into band room on tym at eight-thirty !

Mrs Ho said derrhs .

Hahas !

I tot reached band room tad early was tuh get ourself ready ; set up instruments and eveythings ; wait ferhs instructors .

But ; neber did I expect ; Mrs Ho came in and lectured us .

She was reallie rather disappointed wiib our performances .

Hopefully , wad she said gets into our ears ; and we change ferhs da better yeahs ?

Todae practice was fun larrhs .

Though , we slack arnd and hab fun wiib each other ; yet we still pay attention ; try our veh best and get our work done !

Tad's reallie great riites ?

Thanks tuh everyone whom hab make diis practice a wonderful one .=)

Hahahas !

Ehhs ; I shall stop here liiaos lerrhs .

I will be back tomolo niite alriites .

See euu guys soon .=)

2006-12-02T21:55:00.000+08:00

Never Had A Dream Come True

Everybody's got something they have to leave behind

One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time

There's no use looking back or wondering

How it could be now or might've been

All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I never had a dream come true 'til the day that I found you

Even though I pretend that I've moved on

You'll always be my baby

I never found the words to say

You're the one I think about each day

And I know no matter where life takes me to

A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory I've lost all sense of time

And tomorrow can never be cause yesterday is all that fills my mind

There's no use looking back or wondering

How it should be now or might've been

All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I never had a dream come true

Til the day that I found you

Even though I pretend that I've moved on

You'll always be my babyI never found the words to say

You're the one I think about each day

And I know no matter where life takes me to

A part of me will always be

You'll always be the dream that fills my head

Yes you will, say you will, you know you will, oh baby

You'll always be the one I know I'll never forget

There's no use looking back or wondering

Because love is a strange and funny thing

No matter how I try and tryI just can't say goodbye

No, no, no, no

I never had a dream come true

Til the day that I found you

Even though I pretend that I've moved on

You'll always be my baby

I never found the words to say

You're the one I think about each day

And I know no matter where life takes me to

A part of me will always be

A part of me will always be with you

2006-12-01T19:27:00.000+08:00

Heys !

I am back from band practice liiaos .

Hahas .

Todae band was rather fun yeahs .

Onlie Kaven , ZiFeng , Gina , Farmy and miie wen back niias .

Den GuanHan came back and helped us lorrhs .

Wad we did was jus SLACK !

LOLS !

And I am meetin June on Sundae .

Finally siiaL !

I will be back again .

Bye ~

2006-11-30T13:00:00.000+08:00

Todae ?

Damn siians ken .

Whole dae stayed at home rot .

Dad workiin ; Mum and sister went out .

Phew !

Lonely miie .

All I did was jus, eat ; sleep ; com .

Pathetic riites ?

Hahas !

Cun be helped larrhs .

Tomolo gorts tuh return school ferhs extra band practice .

Si Kaven .

Wan tuh go back , den drag miie back oso .

But kennort be blamed larrhs .

Our school Concert Band's standard reallie sucks riites now .

Everione iish sho damn slack larrhs .

Next year gorts sho mani events cumin up , dunch knoe ken cope anorts .

SYF !

Hopefully, everione ken do their part and strive ferhs da best yeahs ? =)

Hehes .

2006-11-27T19:06:00.000+08:00

Today, I am not happy, okays ?

I was being forced to wake up early in the morning.

All thanks to the band practice larrhs !

First time stepped into the new band room ; renovated band room.
The school just knocked down the two extra wall and put up blue wall cabinets.
We will have much bigger space to put our instruments, file stands, file, etc yeahs.
Well, the practice was rather boring can ?
First, we have combined warm-ups and then followed up by sectional and back to combined practice again.
We ended the practice one hour earlier.
And guess what we did for that one hour ?
Helping out in the shifting furnitures and instruments.
LOLS !
And me, YanBing, JunRong, ZiFeng, Kaven and Benson were having great fun yeahs ?
Hahas !
Well, see you guys again tomorrow bahs !

2006-11-26T19:50:00.000+08:00

* LOLS! -

Winks.

Today, I went to Hougang Mall again.

But this time very different lehs !

Hougang Mall and other shopping malls presented Baby Looney Tunes Show yeahs.

Beside Hougang Mall, other places including, Liang Court, White Sand, Century Square and Tiong Bahru Plaza.

Wahs liiaos ehs !

Baby Looney Tunes all so cute lorrhs.

Chubby chubby derrhs !

See liiaos, comfirm want to hug them derrhs.

Hahahas !

Luckily today I got bring camera along arrhs.

If not really wasted liiaos lerrhs.

Took many many photos and videos of them. =)

Show all of them to your later ~.

After the performance, went to look for some Christmas presents with my cousin for three idiots buddies.

Hahas !

Headed to grandparents' house.

In the evening, went to cut my hair at two hundren plus there.

Well, I was being forced to get away my tail and everything.

Spilt-ends all over my hair.

LOLS !

This is the consequences for not triming my hair for months.

And therefore, landed in this situation, whereby I must cut away everything ~.

So, must learn from me lehs !

Must trim your hair regularly yeahs ?

Hahas !

Now my hair really sucks, okays ?

No tail ! Little layer !

Simply just means no everything !

LOLS !

The person like cut until very shuang like that.

Cut and cut ; non-stop one !

Then now cut until my hair look so toot.

Somemore, tomorrow have band practice.

Comfirm kena disturb by them derrhs.=)

Enough of my complaining.

Hahas !

Now, let's see the photos ~

Enjoy !

The Stage ~ Nice hors ?

Here comes the four main characters yeahs ? Isn't they cute ? =)

Our times ~

Cousin and Me. Handsome ? Wahahas !

Kissing me ~

Our sexy legs and a big pig sleeping in the background. Hahahahas !

And.. The last one. ME !

2006-11-23T12:21:00.000+08:00

* Wedding Dinner -

Well, went for my relative's Wedding Dinner last evening.

The Wedding Dinner was held at one of the hotel at Orchard.

Had a hard time finding the hotel, was rather desolated.

The hotel was damn high class and big lorrhs.

I want that hotel for my Wedding Dinner in the future, okiies ? =.="

Hahas !

The couple was so lovely and romantic can.

Handsome man and pretty lady yeahs.=)

*Enviousness ; nevermind, few years later will be mine!

HAHAHAHAHAHAS ! Laugh off my ass ! =)

Overall, that dinner was really fun !

Went back home very late ; reached home at twelve plus.

Have a warm shower and immediately jumped onto my bed liiaos ~!

Hahas !

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2006-11-22T13:24:00.000+08:00

* Unbelievable Truth -

Sighs.

History is repeating itself once again.

Why must I encounter all these unpleasant things in every relationship ?

Is it so difficult to have a peaceful one ?

Is it so difficult to puck up your courage and tell me ?

Cause of you, me and her have misunderstandings.

Why can't you just let me know earlier ?

You lied to me, nevermind.

Even your brothers, you also want to hide from them.

If you have told me earlier, I won't have over-reacted lerrhs.

I won't have blogged those unpleasant things last night and hurt her.

I won't have misunderstand her from the start.

And indeed, those rumors about you and her were very true.

Confronted you several times, you denied.

My heart shattered into pieces after I knew that you lied.

Perhaps, you will not understand those kind of feeling.

And please.

Even if she don't tell me, I will find out myself eventually derrhs.

So, don't put all the blames on her anymore.

She is innocent.

Nevermind.

GirL :

Sorry.

I really don't mean to insult you with my post last night.

I didn't know the truth.

Nobody tell me anything.

I sincerely apologise.

Sorry to hurt you with all my unpleasant words.

Since we have clarify everything just now, let the past be it.

Cheer up, okays ? =)

2006-11-21T19:12:00.000+08:00

* CHINATOWN -

Today, went ChinaTown with mum and sister.

WTH ~

So many places don't wan go, ask me go ChinaTown with her.

Hahas !

Wanna go Bugis derrhs, and we missed 980 bus from my house here.

So, too bad lorrhs.=(

I feels that many people have the impression that ChinaTown is meant for those elderly people.

Surprisely, saw many tennagers hanging around at there yeahs !

Infact, there are many ladies' favourite shops.

Clothes ! Hahas !

Clothes sold there are found in Bugis and are sold cheaper !

Save money lehs.=)

Well, bought a belt and a pair of Jeans Short.

Cheap lehs.

Everything cost me less than thirty bucks !

Muahahahas !

I am going broke this holidays.

Spent most of my money on clothes, shoes and bags.

Goshs ~

I am attending a Wedding Dinner tomorrow evening.

Great !

Located at one of the Orchard's hotels.

Feeling kinds exciting yeahs !

Wanna see how is the ceremony like.

Hahas !

Will blog again when I am back.

Hopefully, cameras will be allow.=)

Hahahas !

2006-11-19T21:22:00.000+08:00

*-22 Relationship Questions-*

O1`Single, taken or crushing ?
- Taken. =))
O2`Are you happy with where you are ?
- Yeshs, veh happie, okays?
O3`When you meet the right person, do you fall fast ?
- It's depends lorrhs.
O4`Have you ever had ur heart broken ?
- Of cos larrhs. Numerous tym. =((
O5`Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is acceptable ?
- Cheatin iish still cheatin afterall, okays. Therefore, it's norts acceptable tuh miie.
O6`Would you ever take someone back if they cheat on you ?
- It's depends wad did dey cheat lorrhs. Minor one ken forgiib and forget. Serious one den no wae lorrhs.
O7`Have you ever talk marriage with another ?
- Nopes. I dunch dare tuh tiin sho far yet!
O8`Do you want children ?
- Mayb yes? Mayb nopes?
O9`How many ?
- Ehhs. I dunch knoe. I tiink of da process of labour makes miie trembled liiaos lehs.
1O`Would you consider abortion ?
- Abortion? If baby iish abnormal, den will, cos dere iish no point tuh bring da baby tuh world, baby will suffer most in da end derrhs.
11`If somebody like you right now, what do you think a cool way to let you noe would be ?
- Hahas. Hint miie lorrhs. If norts tel miie straight lorrhs. =))
12`Do you enjoy playing hard to get ?
- Yeahs ~
13`Be honest , do you play the "game" when you are dating ?
- Huhs? Wad "game" euu referrin tuh?
14`Do you believe in love at first sight ?
- Yeahs. Tuh miie, lurfe at first sight means it iish fated tad we will be together and dere iish chemistry!
15`Are you romantic ?
- Nopes. I am too shy tuh be romantic. LOLS!
16`Do you believe you can change someone ?
- I am norts sure. It's all depends.
17`If you could get marry anywhere, money not an object, where would it be ?
- Romantic places bahs. Hehes.
18`Do you usually give in when fighting ?
- Sometym bahs. Norts everi tym. [Bad miie!]
19`Do you have feeling for someone right now ?
- Yeshs. Obviously! =))
2O`Have you ever wish you could have someone but you mess it up ?
- Yarrhs. Once.
21`Have you ever broken a heart ?
- Yarrhs.
22`Would you ever fight somebody over your significant other ?
- I dunch knoe. =))

2006-11-19T21:19:00.000+08:00

*-Survey-*

1. What are the features you look forward to a guy/girl?

- Characters and Attitudes.
2. Would you want your future boy/girl to be handsome/pretty or nice?

- Both! [I am sho greedy! Hahas!]
3. Among all your guy friends, whom are you closest to?

- WeiJie.
4. Describe your dancing style.

- I dunch dance please.
5. Who was the last guy/girl that said 'I Love You' to you?

- Whu else, beside HIM? =)
6. How many posters do you have on your wall?

- One.
7. If you could marry a celebrity, who would it be?

- Neber tot of tad question. Hahas.
8. What is a MUST for you?

- FREEDOM ~
9. What song do you think no one has?

- How I knoe? I am norts god larrhs! =)
10. What do you like about yourself?

- I dunch knoe.
11. What do you like about your room?

- My bed!
12. Whats your most embarassing moment?

- Ehs. Alot lehs.
13. How many secrets do you keep from your friends?

- I dunch tiink ani?
14. Do you like someone now that no one knows?

- Yeahs!
15. What GIANT posters are on your wall?

- Nopes. Normal ones bahs.
16. What are you good at?

- No ideas?
17. Do you know where is time square at?

- Nopes.
18. Who do you tell your problems to?

- Strawberry, WeiJie, Sean and him.
19. What is on your mind now?

- Hahas. A lots of thini! =)
20. What is the weirdest name you've ever known?

- None?

2006-11-19T20:43:00.000+08:00

GOSHS!

Tym reallie flies sho fast larrhs!

Still remember last Sundae, I was still complainin sho much abt almost everithini.

And now I am here tuh post another entry again! =)

Tym flies sho fast, I will die siiaL.

And veh soon, two full months holidaes will end.

New year ends, O Levels are cumin up!

Dead~

Nevermiind.

Well, wen Causeway Point in evenin.

And I saw tad bitch, whom I used tuh hate alots.

She was jus beside miie and wiib her family.

Hahas.=]

Sho, bought another white handbag.

Woot~

Tad was da one I am lookin ferhs badly.

Finally found it!

*Smile.*

Gorts tuh end here liiaos lerrhs.

See yarrhs soon alriites.=)

To WeiJie :

Erms.

Last niite hors.

Euu knoe wad happen larrhs.

No niid mentioned again hors.

Sorriies lehs.

Din mean ani harm at all derrhs.

Hope euu ken take jokes liddat.

Dunch take tuh heart alriites?

Hope tuh receive ur reply soon okays.=)

2006-11-18T23:14:00.000+08:00

2006-11-18T22:16:00.000+08:00

*-VIVO CITY-*

2006-11-16T19:43:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAVEN YAP!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAVEN YAP!
[Dunch sae neber wish euu okays. May all ur wishes cum true yeahs!=)]

Okays.

Well, wen school ferhs da toopid idiotic extra Bridging Course.

Tad tym bridge ferhs almost one week, still norts enuff siiaL.

Still force da whole lot of us cum back school tuh cover up wad we hab missed.

Forced us cum back, fine, we all be ur dogs, almost all came back.

Guess wad did dey instruct us tuh do.

Mr. Chew instructed us go canteen sit and gave two sheets of Physics Questions.

And mus complete before eleven.

WTF can.

Din even conduct ani lesson at all!

Made us cum back at nine in da mornin, and do diis!

Tym flies lyk sho damn slow.

Shld hab bought food dere tuh enjoy, since we were in canteen.

Hahas!

Nevermiind~

Tomolo will be last session lerrhs.=)

After lesson, immediately left school liiaos.

Intend tuh go shop awhile den eat KFC one.

Cos MJie gorts da free coupon marrhs~!

Saw ZiFeng and group at Mac.

Followed by FengRu and Alvin.

Den four of us sat down chit-chat.

Damn funny can.

JiaCong came lter.

WeiJie and WeiSheng came even lter.

Hahas!

We tok and luaff lyk nobody's business siiaL~

Almost two, MJie and miie left, da rest of dem wen arcade plays CS.

It's a great tym bein together wiib euu guys alriites.

Thanks ferhs killin my boredom! =)

2006-11-14T19:53:00.000+08:00

Alrights!

I have things to say today arrhs!

I am like so damn angry this morning okays?

Mdm Rina call my dad's handphone.

She just call my dad and informed him that I didn't turn up for Physics on the Bridging Course.

And told my dad to make sure I turn up for this coming Thursday and Friday lessons.

During his lunch break, my mum's phone rang, he called.

There he goes screaming hard at me. KPKB! KNN!

What the fcuk.

I have already told my mum that I didn't went for lessons cause nobody went alright?

Nevermind. Forget about it.

Guess what time starts?

Starts at nine and ends at eleven can.

Fcuk.

And the best thing was.

Even though almost the whole class escape from the lesson, she only called some of our parents!

Not fair at all okays?

Nevermind.

Maybe is I this month too sway larrhs.

So many unpleasant things happened.

No choice, have to guai guai return school in two days time lorrhs.=(

Well, went Causeway Point with mum and sister.

Bought a top and Jeans skirt.

A total of fifty bucks.

Whoo~

Luckily, I din spend a single cent siiaL.

Finally, manage to get that Jeans Skirt I long to have.=)

Got to go liiaos.

See euu guys again yeahs? =)

2006-11-14T19:41:00.000+08:00

*-Does Your Name Suit Who You Are?-*

Letters' Key:

A: Addicted to sex.

B: Likes people.

C: Is wild and crazy.

D: Has one of the best personalities ever.

E: Is a damn good kisser.

F: People adore you.

G: Never let people tell you what to do.

H: Has a very good personality and looks.

I: Is always there for their friends.

J: Lives life for fun.

K: A big tease.

L: Loved by everyone.

M: Makes dating fun.

N: Best in bed.

O: Dead sexy.

P: Popular with all types of people.

Q: A hypocrite.

R: Likes to flirt.

S: Easy to fall in love with.

T: Crazy and Hyper.

U: Really likes to chill.

V: Not judgemental.

W: Very broad minded.

X: Never let people tell you what to do.

Y: Always a good boy/girlfriend.

Z: Always ready.

[J] ~ Lives life for fun.

[I] ~ Is always there for their friends.

[N] ~ Best in bed.

[G] ~ Never let people tell you what to do.

[W] ~ Very broad minded.

[E] ~ Is a damn good kisser.

[N] ~ Best in bed.

Muahahahahas~! It seem rather funny yeahs!=)

2006-11-14T19:37:00.000+08:00

*-SURVEY!-*

Message:

Do you promise that you are gonna be honest with this survey?

- Hehes. Don't tell you~.
Are you single?

- Nahs! Attached.
Are you taken?

- Nahs. I am not single, and obviously, I am taken right?
Are you crushing?

- Ehs. Nopes bahs.
Do you like stuffed animals as presents?

- Yeahs. Cute one only.
Do you like chocolates as presents?

- Not really bahs. Chocolates are fattening, you know!
Do you like flowers as presents?

- Okays lorrhs. People gives, I takes lorrhs.=)
Are you in love?

- Of course!
Are you a virgin?

- OF COURSE!!!
If someone told you that they loved you, would you be with that person?

- Nopes. No chemistry how to be together, you tell me.
If you had a crush on someone, would you dare to tell that person how you really felt?

- Nahs. Crush only marrhs. Feelings will fade off easily derrhs. So, no point marrhs.
If you rejected someone, but now you have feelings for them, would you tell them how you felt?

- Hahas! I am not that thick-skinned enough.
How do you feel right now?

- Great ; Happy ; Fortunate ; Being loved by HIM
Are you willing to love again even if you've been hurt before?

- Depends lorrhs.
What type of boyfriend or girlfriend would you want to have?

- Ehs. Don't know. Let's nature takes it's course lorrhs. Hehes.
Are you serious when it comes to relationships?

- Yeahs.
Does answering this make you feel awkward or sad?

- Awkward bahs. Sensitive question~.
When was the last time you cried?

- Two nights ago.=(
Does crying make you feel better?

- Yarrhs. Sometimes. But sometimes, crying is helpless yeahs!
Do you want to tell someone that you love them?

- Yups!=)
Last but not least, describe love.

- Love is blind. To me, being love has a very fortunate feeling. It becomes very meaningless if one is being forced into love. That's it alright.=)

2006-11-14T19:05:00.000+08:00

*-Thirteen Special People-*

Can you name thirteen people?

Message:

Can you name thirteen people you can think of right off the top of your head?

Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all thirteen people.

This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first.

No cheating please.=)

1-`MingJie

2-`ShiYa

3-`ManLing

4-`WeiShan

5-`WeiJie

6-`Sean

7-`Michelle

8-`YaoDe

9-`JunRong

10-`Kaven

11-`ZiFeng

12-`PingYing

13-`RuiQi

How did you get to know 10?

\/ We knew each other since primary four lorrhs. \/
What would you do if you had never met 1?

\/ Pathetic! I am DOOMED! \/
What would you do if 6 and 2 dated?

\/ Goshs! It maybe impossible. \/
Have you ever seen 4 cry?

\/ Yups. \/
Do you think 1 is cute?

\/ Yeahs. Very cute can. \/
Tell me something about number 11.

\/ Xiaobai! Hahahas! \/
How do you know 8?

\/ Hmm. Through other friends lorrhs.=) \/
Would you ever go on a date with number 12?

\/ Erms. I am not a lesbian okays? \/
What's 7's favorite colour?

\/ Orange? I guess so. \/
What would you do if 6 confessed they liked you?

\/ It's out of my question. Impossible derrhs. \/
Fact about 9:

\/ Handsome~ Hahas! \/
Who is 4 going out with?

\/ Nobody. \/
Who is number 5 to you?

\/ My dearest friend ever had.=) \/
Would you ever live with 13?

\/ Perhaps? \/
Is 2 single?

\/ Yeahs. \/
Where does 7 live?

\/ Yishun. \/
What do you think about 3?

\/ Quiet girl. \/
What's the best thing about number 8?

\/ Erms. PERFECT! I have no comment on him.=) \/
What do you like about number 10?

\/ Caring and mindful.=) \/
Favorite memory with 2?

\/ In class yeahs! \/

2006-11-14T18:46:00.000+08:00

*-HEART BREAK-*

1) Have you got your heart broken?

"Yeahs, obviously! It's such a tragic happening.=("

2) Did you feel like you hate them, but still loved them afterwards?

"Think so. Hate them cause of their actions towards me. Like them cause of character."
3) You still think about them everyday?

"Nopes. Not anymore. Cause I'm attached happily now yeahs."
4) Do you wish you were still with them?

"Perhaps, nopes."
5) Wonder if they still love you?

"I can't be bothered. That's over. Hahas! Evil hors?"
6) Feel like it's your fault for not being together?

"Hmm. Not being together is not just one party's fault. It's both parties. To maintain a relationship, both parties must compromise, okays?"
7) Do you get depressed when you think about them?

"I don't think so I will get depressed now. Why not let's the past be the past? No point clinging onto the past. We will live happier."
8) Do you cry when you think about them?

"Nahs. No longer liiaos bahs."
9) Do you usually think of good or bad memories?

"Yups. Maybe good memories, but not the bad memories."
10) What's your most missed memory about them?

"The talks? The sweet moments? Arghs. Don't want think back liiaos."
11) How long were you together with the person?

"Six months plus. That's it. It ended. Sad right?"
12) Did it feel like your heart got ripped out when you broke up?

"Kind of? But as time passed by, it gets better.=)"
13) Did your troat get tight and you couldn't breath?

"Yeahs."
14) Did you cry yourself to sleep?

"Only once and no more. That was a terrible one ever after."
15) How many nights?

"Half a night only. Hahas!"
16) How many nights of sleep did you miss thinking of them, if any?

"After break off, never thought of them anymore. No point."
17) Are you trying to move on?

"Yeahs! I am moving on. And I much more happy now, okays?"
18) Think you won't ever find love again?

"Think twice before you find and accept someone is the best.=)"
19) Was he/she your first love?

"Well, sad to say. He was.=("
20) If you had the same friends, did any friendships ended cause ofthe break up?

"Nopes. Friends are always there yeahs!"
21) How many times have you had your heart break?

"Numerous times!"

#REALLY PERSONAL#

22) Ok be honest, did you ever cut urself because you were depressed?

"Erms. Yeshs. I know I am being stupid and foolish. Those black-hearted guys don't worth my tears and blood.=)"
23) Ever tried to commit suicide cause of the break up?

"Never. I am not stupid to the extend to commit suicide cause of a bastard! Wahahas!"
24) Are you still depressed, if you were depressed when u broke up?

"Nopes."
25) Do you think you'll get back together with them?

"Perhaps nopes. Thinking back those unforgivable actions and betrayal. It all hurts deeply. Do you understand?"
26) Can you forgive the one who broke your heart?

"Should be alrights. But forgive doesn't means must be together yeahs?"
27) Ever think of what it would be like if you guys would still be together?

"Our feelings might have faded long time ago lerrhs. Since we are both from two different world, there will not be any happiness if I rather we maintain as close friends."
28) Do you still talk to them often, or at least some times?

"Yups. But not that often."
29) Are your still freinds?

"Yups, just friends."
30) Do you still love them?

"Love them? I still do love them as a friends.=)"
31) Ever wrote depressing poetry for the person?

"Hahas. Nopes. I'm really lousy in my literatures alrights?"
32) Exaclty, what was the reason they broke your heart?

"Betrayal. Just one simple word, okays?"
33) Ever missed school cause you didn't want to see their faces?

"Hmm. It's a good question. Anyway, have that in mind before. But didn't did it in the end. Hahas!"

-End-

"Those questions were really 'GREAT' as in the sense that it helps me recap back those memories. Hahas! Shouldn't have took this survey yeahs!"

2006-11-12T20:16:00.000+08:00

*- PHOTOS -* [Baby cousin!!! Where is he looking yeahs?]

[It's him again! Isn't he cute? Lols! =)]
[Orange-ish me~=)]
[Because I loves You, darling~]

2006-11-12T19:28:00.000+08:00

*- Sunday? -*

Well, Sunday.

Nothing special about it yeahs.

As usual, went to grandparents' house with family.

Before that went to Hougang Mall shopping.

Wanna get myself clothings for this coming wedding dinner.

Went into this little shop.

And this brown top caught my attention. *wiinks*

Happily went to try and wanna buy it.

But, mum say don't want.

And I started to argue with her liiaos.

[In Chinese]

Mum: Ni xian zai shi qu wedding, ni chuan dao zhe yang zuo sen mo ?

Myself: Okays marrhs. Hai hao what.

Mum: Jiao ni xuan yi fu shi deng yu ling larrhs.

Myself: Wahs liiaos ehs. Xian zai shi wo chuan lorrhs! Bu guan wo xuan sen yang de yi fu, ni dou hui ken bu shuang derrhs larrhs!

Mum: Hao! Ni jiu bu yao qu wedding larrhs!

Myself: Fine! Bu qu jiu bu qu larrhs!

What the fuck can?!

Now I am wearing the clothes, not her right?

Now is not her time liiaos, nowadays youngsters' thinkings is totally different!

No matter what I choose, she also have her comments.

Somemore, still cannot too expensive.

Please. That top only cost less than twenty bucks okays?

Help sister choose, then she choose those damn expensive one.

Then she choose also takes her own sweet time.

I choose then want me to be quick

Biased siiaL!

Fuck larrhs!

What kind of mother is this?

In the end, she tell me don't attend the wedding, nevermind.

I don't care, I just can't be bothered.

The best part was, she still gave me her fucking attitude for the whole day lorrhs!

Since she gave me, than I won't compromise too.

I gave her back mine too.

See who win larrhs!

Too bad larrhs.

In the end, also she come talk to me first.

Hahas!

Later at night, went for dinner.

Then went pestering dad for that clothes.

GOSHS!

He bought one similar for me yeahs.

Thanks, dad!

Muackiies ~

Another thing.

My uncle!

Fuck.

This afternoon after my lunch.

Happened to walk past my baby cousin's room.

Then heard him like crying.

Walked in and see what happened.

He just wake up from his dreamland.

Wanna play with him.

He cried suddenly.

Tried to pampered him.

But useless.

He seems to wanna get out of the bed as he was pointing to the floor.

I carried him out yeahs.

And he still contine to cry.

My uncle came it after that.

And he started raising his voice at my sister, cousin and myself for accusing us bullying him.

Fuck!!!

Please.

We never bully your precious son.

We see him wanna get out of the bed, then carry him out derrhs!

Please don't anyhow shout people without knowing any single shit!

Phew~

Today so damn sway arrhs!

Anyway, I am finding part-time jobs.

Urgent!

Stupid parents say everyday stay at home and rot.

Want me go find job.

WTH.

Spoil my holidays.

Hmphs!

But nevermind.

Go work then earn money, then can go buy things.

Good sehs! =)

Anybody have lobang?

Must come tell me yeahs.

Thanks alot. =)

2006-11-11T22:30:00.000+08:00

*_- Quiz -_*

1. How tall are you?

# 164 cm. #

2. What is your status?

# In a relationship. #

3. Do you own a gun?

# Obviously nopes. #

4. If you had a mental disorder, what would be the cause of it?

# Ask my doctor iish da best. LOLS! #

5. How many letters are in your crush's name?

# Erms. Secret. =)

6. What do you think of hot dogs?

# Nice? #

7. What's your favorite christmas song?

# Errs. Dunch reallie listen tuh Christmas song. #

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?

# Plain water. #

9. Do you do push-ups?

# Yups! Band drills! #

10. Have you ever done ecstasy?

# Impossible. #

11. Have you fought?

# Nopes. #

12. Do you like the rain?

# Yeahs. Lyk it wen sleepiin. #

13. Do you own a knife?

# I own penknifes bahs. #

14. What do you smell like?

# Human larrhs. #

16. Full initials?

# Ong. #

17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment.

# HIM. # Sleep. # Ice-cream. #

18. Name the last 3 things you have bought today?

# None. Din buy anithini. #

19. Name five drinks you regularly drink, in order most to least.

# Plain water. # Ice Lemon Tea. # Ice Milo. # Dunch knoe. # Dunch knoe. #

20. What time did you wake up today?

# 9 AM. #

21. Can you spell?

# Obviously. #

22. Current worry?

# Lack of money lorrhs! #

23. Current hate?

# The three person! MJie knoe. #

24. Favorite place to be?

# Aniwhere except home. #

25. Least favorite place to be?

# Police Station. #

26. Where would you like to go now?

# Bed tuh sleep. #

27. Do you own slippers?

# Dots. #

28. What do you think you'll be doing if i look psychicto u?

# LOLS~ #

29. Do you burn or tan?

# Tan bahs. #

30.Yellow or blue?

# Yellow. #

31. Would you be a pirate?

# Nopes #

32. Last time your cell rang?

# Jus onlie lorrhs. =) #

33. What songs do you sing in the shower?

# I dunch sing duriin shower please. #

34. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?

# 'GHOST'! LOLS! #

35. What's in your pockets right now?

# Nothini. #

36. Last thing that made you laugh?

# My sister sings! #

37. Best comfort on bed you ever had?

# Obviously sleepiin~ #

38. Worst injury you've ever had?

# Cun remember. #

39. Most frequent described character?

# Dunch knoe? #

40. How many TVs do you have in your house?

# Two. #

41. Who is your loudest friend?

# Melanie.[No offence.] #

42. Who is your most silent friend?

# No one bahs? #

43. Does someone have a crush on you?

# Dunch knoe? =) #

44. Do you wish on stars?

# Nopes. #

45. What is your favorite book?

# None. Books are boriin. #

46. What song did you last hear?

# You Raise Me Up - Westlife. #

49. What were you doing 12am last night?

# Missin him? Hahas! #

50.What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up today?

# HIM? LOLS! =) #

2006-11-11T21:56:00.000+08:00

*_- Quiz -_*

3 YEARS AGO :
How old were you?:

♥ 12 years old ♥
What grade year were you in?:

♥ Primary 6 ♥
Where did you go to school?:

♥ Wellington Primary School ♥
Where did you work?:

♥ Too young liiaos larrhs =) ♥
Where did you live?:

♥ Sembawang ♥
How was your hair style?:

♥ Long hair lorrhs ♥
Did you have braces?:

♥ Nopes ♥
Did you wear glasses?:

♥ Yups, obviously ♥
Who was your best friend?:

♥ JiaQi, Aileen, MingHui and Kaven ♥
Who was your boyfriend/girlfriend:

♥ Yet tuh hab ♥
Who was your celebrity crush?:

♥ Forget liiaos =) ♥
How many tattoos did you have?:

♥ None! ♥
How many piercings did you have?

♥ One ear each ♥
What car did you drive?:

♥ If I were tuh drive, confirm kena accidents!=) ♥
What was your favorite band/group?:

♥ Forget liiaos ♥
What was your worst fear?

♥ Fail my PSLE ♥
Had you smoked a cigarette yet?:

♥ Nopes ♥
Had you gotten drunk or high yet?:

♥ Nopes ♥
Had you driven yet?

♥ Nopes ♥
Had you been to a real party yet?:

♥ Nopes ♥
Had your heart broken?:

♥ I dunch even knoe wad iish tad feelin ♥

**NOW**
How old are you?:

♥ 15 years old ♥
Where do you go to school?:

♥ NorthView Secondary School ♥
Where do you live?:

♥ Sembawang ♥
Where do you hang out?:

♥ Aniwhere ken kill my boredom! =) ♥
How is your hair style?:

♥ Long hair ♥
Do you have braces?:

♥ Nopes ♥
Do you wear glasses?:

♥ Yups ♥
Who is/are your best friends?:

♥ MJie, SYa, MLing, WShan, Sean and WJie ♥
Still talk to any of your old friends?:

♥ Yups ♥
Who is your celebrity crush?:

♥ OMG! DUnch knoe! HAHAS! ♥
Who is your regular-person crush?:

♥ Lalalas~ ♥
How many piercings do you have?:

♥ One ear each. Pathetic! ♥
How many tattoos?:

♥ None ♥
What kind of car do you drive?:

♥ Still, if I drive, accidents do happen whereever I go! ♥
What is your favorite singer/group?:

♥ Dunch hab =) ♥
Have you smoked a cigarette?

♥ Nopes ♥
Have you gotten drunk or high?:

♥ Nopes? ♥
Have you been to a real party?

♥ Nopes? ♥

2006-11-09T19:19:00.000+08:00

*_- The Desired Day -_*

Wednesday, eighth november ; the desired day.

The four buddies went for 'Project SuperStars' show.

MJie, Sean, YDe and me.

Took 855 from Yishun Interchange to MediaCorp.

What the hell.

The journey was like so long.

And the best thing was, we alighted at the wrong bus stop.

All thanks to Sean.

We were supposed to alight one stop after MacRitchie Reservoir Park.

We missed it.

And we ended up walking through the Express Way to MediaCorp.

Still, we managed to reach there on time.

Saw some insane girls outside MediaCorp going crazy over the Superstars.

Shouting as if nobody's business.

Throw face arrhs!

Hahas.

The Admission Tickets stated that the recording was supposed to start at 0630.

Guess what?

We sat in the threatre for like more than an hour.

It started at 0800 sharp.

Boring mans~

Initially, the two monkeys wanted to sleep in the threatre cause there was air-con.

But in the end, they made a fool out of themselves. -.-"

Well, the recording was rather interesting.

The feeling was totally different when we watch it at home.

Sad to say, we left the threatre half way.

As requested by Sean.

Then we headed back to NorthPoint.

Fcuk.

Somebody did something really stupid at the bus stop.

Arghs!

Cannot tolerate the scene!

For goddess sake, only brainless people will do such a brainless thing!

Nevermind. It's over anyway. =)

Took our dinner - KFC at 1030.

It was rather supper. =)

Saw ChunHao, Clement and QianMei.

Hahas.

Took cab home with MJie.

Reach home at 1100 plus.

Went to bath and turn in after that.

Caught a cold while bathing.

Down with a fever. =(

Anyway, thanks to the three buddies.

I really did enjoyed myself. =)

Kisses to you guys! :)

*The Stage*

*The Four Admission Tickets*

-you stabbed my heart with a knife.

2006-11-07T18:51:00.000+08:00

Fei Lun Hai & Hebe - Zhi Dui Ni You Gan Jue

Xu Jie Er - I Wanna Be With You

*Happy Birthdae tuh WYeong~

Hope euu hab a veh blissful birthdae todae.

2006-11-04T21:43:00.000+08:00

Saw tad foto ?

GOSHS!

Myy pathetic hand!

Kena scratched byy sister's finger nails.

Cut awae her finger nails den she knoe arrhs!

Hahas!

Shld be alriites byy tomolo niites bahs.

I dunch wan such ugly hand tuh be seen.

I am attendin dinner tomolo niites.

Hahas!

Hopefully, it recovered fast. =)

Will update after myy dinner tomolo bahs.

See yarrhs. =)

2006-11-01T19:40:00.000+08:00

Oohs myy goshs!

I am falliing siick lerrhs. =(

High fever, flu and sore throat are gettiing in miie.

I was feeliing sick and yet I went ferhs "Bridging Course" in school diis morning.

Hahas.

Miie sho hardworkiing sehs. *clapped*

First dae of "Bridging Course" todae.

Sho damn boriing ken.

First part was E-Maths, lasted ferhs one and half hours.

Mdm Lee ~

Den went ferhs short break.

Second part was Science Chemistry, lasted ferhs another one and half hours.

Miss Pang ~

She sho nice, dismissed us at eleven forty-five.

Hehes.

Was tiinkiing tad ken go enjoy after lesson.

Guess wad ?

Mdm Lee gave HOMEWORKS.

Miss Pang gave CHEMISTRY TEST tomolo.

Arrghs !

No choice.

Went home and study.

Boriing ~

Tomlo same thini, "Bridging Course" again.

One week euu knoe !
Well, tad's it bahs.

Nothini much liiaos.

See yarrhs. =)

*It was the dae tad was norts meant tuh be.

Sorriies. I broke da promise. =(

2006-10-31T14:30:00.000+08:00

Yeahhs!

Wen Sun Plaze derrhs NTUC wiib mum.

It was her whom wanted miie tuh follow her derrhs.

Guess why she sho gud wanna go NTUC marrhs ?

And sum more sho early in da mornin go dere ?

Cos myy buildin todae from nine tuh twelve hab no electricity supply!

She wen NTUC tuh enjoy air-con.

FAN JIAN! Oops.

Phew!

Den last niite myy room's light wen off.

WTF. I cun do anithini ken. -.-"

Nevermiind.

Den after go home still niid tuh help her take.

Damn heavy lorrhs.

No choice. =(

Siighs.

He wen ferhs trainin todae.

Den he neglected miie.

Aiiyarrhs.

Nevermiind.

Tomolo niid tuh return skool ferrhs brigdin programme.

Siians.

8.30 tuh 12.00.

Sleep in class liiaos. -.-"

Used tuh it liiaos lerrhs. =)

Well, nothini much lerrhs.

See euu soon!

2006-10-27T20:30:00.000+08:00

Heyys.
Wen Orchard wiib MJie todae.
Happily wen dere.
But in da end, neber buy anithini !
Miie jus bought a soft toy ferhs dearest cousin's birthdae.
Den each of us bought two ear studs.

Bumped into PYing and Novy. =)
And tad's all lerrhs.

Reached home at four.

Earlier siiaL.

Hahahas!

Goin swimmin tomolo.

Shall update soon den. =)

*Special thanks tuh MJie-

Girl.

Sho damn swiit of euu tuh make pizza ferhs miie yarrhs. =)

It tastes sho damn nice ken.

Euu shall wait and I will make on Sundae. =)

Hees.

2006-10-25T19:10:00.000+08:00

Alriites!
I'm back.=)
As usual, wen tuh school.
Initially, da school wanna go Yishun Park hab a stroll derrhs.
Den cos of da haze, den neber go lerrhs.
Instead, whole school wen up hall watch movie.
It lasted about two hours plus ken.
Sho damn boriin.=(
After tad one person, dunch knoe whu cum giib tok.
Oso damn siians.
Wen ferhs recess.
Go back class, hab Ms Pang's Chemistry lesson.
Less den one period, Audrey cum sae go hall at 1145.
WTH!
Ms Pang ask miie go tel another group.
Nevermiind.
Courtesy yarrhs.=)

Well, tad was in school..
After school wen Lavender dere accompany MJie go make IC.
Da best thini iish she forgot tuh bring her BIRTH CERT!
WTF.
Wasted.
After tad headed back tuh North Point.
Tomolo last dae of school liiaos.
OMG.
Excited siiaL.=]
Break ferhs five daes, den hab tuh go back school ferhs bridgin course lerrhs.
Siians riites ?
Alriites.
Tad's it lerrhs.
See yarrhs. =)

2006-10-23T22:45:00.000+08:00

Tomolo ?
MINGJIE'S BIRTHDAE!
LOLS! =)
Wen tuh 'celebrate' her birthdae.
WTH.
Was lyk sho damn funny ken.
First, wen tuh miit two IDIOTS.
Hab our lunch at MacDonald.
After tad, birthdae girl and another idiot wen tuh pierce ears.
I was lyk stunned ferhs a moment. =)
Go round NorthPoint as if four crazy idiots.
Wahahas.
Birthdae girl wanna buy facial foundation.
Den accompany her go see.
Miie damn notti, go play wiib da testin and put on one idiot's face.
LOLS! =)
Sorriies aniwae worrhs.
Well, tad's all ferhs todae liiaos bahs.
Gonna get foto from tad dem tuh upload liiaos.
See euu guys again.
Takkaiire. =)

*Happie Birthdae, GirL.

May all ur wishes cum true yarrhs.

Takkaiire and enjoy urself !

Muackkiies. !

2006-10-16T23:20:00.000+08:00

Siighs.

Todae Mondae ?

Well, checkin test papers.

Once again, full of disappointments again.

I studied sho hard and yet I failed most of moii subjects.

Nevermiind.

It's over lerrhs. No point cryin over spilt milk. =(

Jus pray hard tad we, moii whole class ken get promoted tuh Sec Four Express.

Tomolo no skool siiaL.

Ken go out enjoy lerrhs.

Hahas.

Will update soon bahs. =)

See yarrhs !

2006-10-13T23:00:00.000+08:00

Heys, everyone!

I'm back yarrhs.

It was lyk sho damn long since I last updated moii blog.

Was rather busy with End-Of-Year Exams.

Well, it ended jus ytd, Thurdae.

Such a torture since it started last week.

Hahas.

It seems tuh miie tad every paper I took was sho damn difficult.

Even though, I studied sho hard.

Now it had ended.

No point tokin abt it animore liiaos lerrhs.

Jus hope tad I ken get promoted and wun disappoint mani of euu guys yarrhs.

And hope all moii fwens ken promoted together too. =)

Gud luck ! =)

I am goin out tomolo tuh town yarrhs.

Finallie, ken relac liiaos lerrhs.

Wanted ferhs lyk sho damn long.

Wanna buy mani mani thini !!!

Hahas. =)

Gort tuh sleep liiaos lerrhs.

Will update more wen I am back tomolo yarrhs.

Stay tuned!

Hahahahas. =)

2006-09-23T22:30:00.000+08:00

Arghs !

Exams cumin liiaos !

Eleven more daes.

Shit ! Dead !

Wad hab I started revised ?

Tuh be veh honest, jus revised less den two subjects.

In fact, moii 'revisin' wasn't studied.

It was more lyk flippin thru da pages nia.

Perhaps, nothini goes into moii brain.

Ever heard of channelled tuh Sec four Normal ?

Siighs.

Chances of miie gettin diis consequence iish reallie high.

I din wan tuh.

But whu ken save miie ?

Simply nobodi.

Jus hab tuh depend on moiiself and study hard liiaos.

Nevermiind.

Jus hab a small conversation in MSN wiib diis lil girl.

Finally, all moii doubts are cleared.

Wanna tuh find her hab a tok.

But jus no chance at all.

Now ?

She iish alriites liiaos. *wiink-

And hopefully, our fwenship will maintain yarrhs. =)

Tuh all moii dearest fwens :

Exams are jus near.

(No matter, EYE, 'N' and 'O' levels)

Jus at our foot steps.

Please buck up and study reallie hard.

Dunch slack.

And hopefully, we are able tuh promote together tuh da next level.

Okays.

Takkaiire ! =)

2006-09-22T23:15:00.000+08:00

Well, wen tuh miit June straight after school jus now.

Miit her at interchange.

OMG !

Was lyk sho long neber see her liiaos lerrhs.

Sho tall mans !

Nevermiind. =)

Wen Burger King tuh study.

She taught miie Chemistry.

She was lyk sho damn cleber ken ?

Hahas. *claps*

WTH !

Bumped into Jason, Shamini and Rastus.

Hahas.

No eye contactin between da five of us.

All sho daos one. =) Jkjk.

And knoe wad happen ?

WeiLiang and JiLiang were at MacDonald lorrhs.

I din even knew tad.

None of dem col miie up!

Kekes.

After June left, accompany Rastus.

Tot of onlie hab a chat wiib hiim.

But whu knoes ?

He kinda 'force' miie tuh study mans !

Hahas.

Sho, he gave miie a timing, and wanna miie do AMaths - Simultaneous Equations.

Done six questions, and one undone.

Well, sho nice of him tuh explain tuh miie. =)

Even help miie plan a study plan siiaL .

OMG.

Thanks ferhs ur encouragements, bro. **claps.

Hopefully, wiib all ur advices, will be able tuh make it bahs.

Another twelve more daes tuh EYE liiaos.

Siighs.

Scared siiaL.. =(

Nevermiind.

Update again.

Tatas.

*A Love That Was Never Meant To Be Right From The Beginning-

2006-09-15T23:00:00.000+08:00

Alriites !

School was borin as usual todae.

Lessons continue tuh go on.

Hahahas. Tad was reallie lame !

Nevermiinds.

Jus happened tuh find out sth diis afternoon.

OMG !

Interested tuh knoe marrhs ?

One bitch wen tuh slap moii fwens last year, and in da end, wen tuh tel teacher tad was moii fwens molested her and tad's why she slapped hiim.

WTF!

Please mans.

I tiink moii fwens see ur body figure wanna puke oreadi lorrhs.

Euu dare tuh sae such disgrace thini, people oso dunch dare tuh listen arrhs !

And please, stop collin moii fwens "bitches", okiies ?

Euu offended moii fwens in mani wae, okiies ?

Euu dunch hab ani riites tuh col dem tad, and somemore, euu are younger den dem !

See us norts happie, den fuck off.

Nobodi tel euu stay derrhs.

Well, enuff liiaos.

Sae more of her, cun sleep toniite arrhs. =)

And tad goes moii one week.

Weekends tomolo again.

Tym tuh study hard liiaos.

No tym left.

He came school todae.

WTH.

Sho damn sway.

Go washroom oso ken bumped into his group of fwens derrhs.

Miie here tryin veh best tuh avoid hiim liiaos.

Saw den nevermiind.

Still shouted some unpleasant comments.

WTH lorrhs.

I mus forget hiim no matter wad okiies ?

Mus help miie lehs . =)

But aniwae, nevermiind larrhs. =)

Well, gort tuh go liiaos lerrhs.

Off tuh moii dream land.

Tatas. =)

* i don't want to fall in love with you. -

2006-09-14T19:29:00.000+08:00

Haiishs.

End Of Year Examinations cumin reallie soon.

Well, jus took a calender tuh count how mani daes are left wiib.

Unexpectedly, onlie left wiib twenty more daes liiaos.

Die lerrhs. Sho damn fast!

Nevermiind.

Hopefully, within diis period of tym, I will be able tuh treasure da tym and buck up!

Well, all the best tuh all moi fwens no matter in which class and level.

Study hard fwens and we shall promote together! =)

Help!

I niid help, I niid advices.

Arghs.

He hab betrayed miie and now iish attached happily wiib another girl.

I gorts no comment on tad, cos I cun change da situation animore.

We made plenty of promises together.

But he chose tuh break those promises and hurt miie deeply.

He left miie all alone cryin in despair

Perhaps, he reallie cun understand how I felt.

Again and again, relationship cause miie in reallie deep shit!

Norts once, norts twice, but mani tym.

I cun take it animore.

Well, I reallie gort tuh apologise tuh "Mr Handsome".

I din mean tuh treat euu tad coldly derrhs.

I din reply ur msg cos I din wan tuh fall in lurfe wiib anione animore.

Euu shld knoe wad ur fwens did tuh miie.

And now euu.

I hab enuff lerrhs.

If fate reallie bring us together, den I cun do anithini.

But jus sorriies.

I hope euu will understand da situation I am in now.

Haiishs ~

- i don't want to fall in love with you.

2006-09-10T20:43:00.000+08:00

Well, it was lyk dunch knoe since wen I last updated.
Din hab tym tuh update anithini abt diis one week holidaes.
Kinda busy wiib mani stuffs.
Even though diis holidae was kinda borin ferhs miie, but yet it was somehow meaningful in some wae.
Hahas. =)
Wednesdae and Saturdae -
Wen tuh Takashiyama wiib cousins, WLiang and Alvin.
Watch da "International Lion Dance Competition".
Wahs liiaos. Sho mani people lorrhs.
One of moi cousin troupe jus lose by one point tuh get into da final.
Sway siiaL.
Of cos full of disappointments.
Nevermiind bahs.
Hahas. Wen back home durin mid-niite, goin tuh one siiaL.
Den saw WJie at SunPlaze outside dere.
Waitin ferhs his dad.
Sho qiiaos. =)
Even wen tuh ToaPaYoh HDB Hub tuh watch da Project Superstar thini.
Hahas.
Interestin yarrhs.
Took some pictures, shall upload wen free. =)
Wen back school on Fridae tuh attend Mdm Lee's Math Lesson.
Siians.
Four hours, sho damn borin ken.
Ken fall asleep arrhs!
Luckily she release us one hour earlier.
Thanks god mans! =)
And tad was my one week holidae!
Borin riites ?
Lols! =)

2006-09-03T20:56:00.000+08:00

I am back tuh blog again lerrhs.
Well, wake up quite early diis mornin again.
Headed tuh Bugis wiib moii cousin.
After tad walked all da wae tuh Sun-Tec City.
WTH !
Walked sho damn long distance lorrhs.
And sho freakin hot siiaL.
Da worst part iish, walked all da wae dere, tot gort thini tuh shop.
But in da end, dere iish nothini at all lorrhs.
Onlie gorts da wad big big supermaket.
Siians diiaos ~
Den walked again tuh one nearby bus stop.
Luckily, da bus 145 brought us all da wae straight tuh ToaPaYoh Interchange.
Happened tad gorts da Project Superstars interview goin on.
Wahs~ Gud siiaL.
Gort da ex Superstars and Campus Superstars.
Siing songs all sho nice ken ?
LOLS!
Take their fotos den bluetooth tuh com, all blur blur one.
Siians diiaos.
Well, afterall was a great fun dae yarrhs!
Whoo ~
And one week holidaes !

**Tuh all da Sec 4 NA fwens :
Tomolo and Tuesdae will be euu guys takin N Level papers liiaos.
All da best worrhs.
Gud luck.
Hope euu guys will do well yarrhs. =)

2006-08-31T23:04:00.000+08:00

OMG!

Todae?

Simply jus Teachers' Dae!

Well, rainin sho damn heavily in da early mornin.

Niid nort go Yishun Park ferhs da walk.

Instead stayed in school do some fuckiin LAME exercises.

After tad gort Teacher's Dae Concert in hall.

Honestly, onlie lyk da Sec Four Express performance.

All sho pretty and handsome ken.

But except ferhs one fuckin bitch.

Jiiao biin!

Nevermiind.

School dismissed quite early.

Den wen back primary school wiib fwens visit teachers.

Wahs liiaos ehs.

Sho mani teachers all transfter out liiaos.

Den cum all new one, all dunch knoe siiaL.

Hahas.

Miss those primary school lifes mans.

Sho damn fun and free lorrhs.

No troubles at all liddat.

After tad wen back home liiaos.

Wanna wish all teachers, a veh happie teachers' dae!

Next week. Long holidaes.

Hahas. Shuang arrhs ~

See euu guys! =)

*Dunch leave me anymore-

2006-08-27T20:28:00.000+08:00

Well..

Todae veh guai.

Stayed at home ferhs da whole dae.

Kinda siians.

But wad tuh do ?

Jus live wiib it lorrhs. =)

Tomolo ?

Back tuh school daes again.

Moii weekends seems tuh end sho freakiin fast siiaL.

How I wiish tym will slow down abit.

Dreamin and dreamin ~

Hehes.

Cum update again anitym bahs.

See euu guys den. =)

2006-08-26T23:30:00.000+08:00

Alriites.
It’s kiinda late, and I am still up bloggiin here.
Hardworkiin siiaL.* =)
Wad’s up todae ? Saturdae ?
Well, kena disturbed by tad idiot early in da morniin.
People wanna sleep, den kennort sleep properly.
Idiot boy !
Hahas.
Sho, wen Junction 8 wiib cousin.
Actuallie, wanna go West Mall wiib tad girl derrhs.
Den cos of some idiotic reason tad spoilt everithini.
Lightpost. Get it? =)
Oops. Confirm kena whackiin by her once she read diis.
Well, Junction 8 ?
Nothini much dere.
Jus walk walk onlie.
After tad go home liiaos lerrhs.
Here goes my Saturdae.
Siians !
Tomolo ? Sundae ?
Where tuh go ?
He neber ask miie go accompany hiim or wadever lehs.
Sho, jus be it bahs.
Stay at home lorrhs.
Wun die one. =)
Hahas !
Well, wanna sleep liiaos lerrhs.
Niites. =)

2006-08-25T22:19:00.000+08:00

Hmm.

I am back here tuh blog again lerrhs.

Arghs!

Ferhs da past one week,

I am lyk sho damn busy wiib tests, homeworks and band practices.

Totally hab no tym ferhs other thini.

And now finally, I ken take a deep, deep breath.

Sho stressed mans!

It iish goin tuh kill miie soon!

Well, jus returned back home from band practice jus now.

Hahas.

Was lyk sho fun ken?

Dey all plannin tuh celebrate teachers' dae ferhs Mr Bala and Mrs Ho.

Goin tuh open a BBQ siaL!

Yeppiie.

Sure hab lots fun lerrhs.

Hopefully, everithini will turn out well on tad dae.

All da best yarrhs!

Next, grandmother cum my house stayed.

WTH!

She iish sho damn fussy.
Lil small thini ken make it into a veh big fuss siiaL.

Kennort stand her larrhs.

Cos of her, I am goin out tomolo.

I am norts goin tuh face her mans!

Hahahas!

Gort tuh go sleep liiaos lerrhs.

Shall update tomolo bahs! =)

2006-08-20T10:00:00.000+08:00

Wahahahas!
Today miie veh guaii siaL.
Wake up sho early at eight.
Actuallie iish kena disturb by moii cousin's fone col derrhs.
Bloody hell! Sho early col miie.
Last niite miie slept onlie at arnd one plus.
Tok on da fone until no voice arrhs.
Wanna hang da fone, den giib miie attitude by sayin "Up tuh euu"!
Please lorrhs. People reallie no voice liiaos.
But wadever it iish, still a veh happie chat.
Thank, boy! =)

Well, lter meetin moii cousin and his fwens.
Goin library tuh do sum researches ferrhs POA Project.
Siiaos liiaos lerrhs.
Deadline iish on diis cumin tuesdae.
And yet I hab do nothini abt it.
Comfirm sure fail lerrhs.
Here goes moii CA4.
Hopefully, will be able tuh find at least sth bahs. =)
Hees. Gort tuh go prepare liiaos lerrhs.
See euu guys.
Will b back tuh update again toniite yarrhs. =)

; do i still have feeling for you? ;

2006-08-18T23:00:00.000+08:00

To her:

What the fuck!

I really hate you larrhs!

You every guys also want.

See one guy, say one guy either cute or handsome.

Since the day I know you, don't know how many guys you like lerrhs larrhs.

Please, come on.

Look at your appearance.

You think you very chio arrhs.

Is not that I like the guy.

I just see your flirting and seducing attitude not happy.

No matter older or younger than you, you also want derrhs.

People will accept you than say larrhs!

Bloody bitch!

Slut!

Get lost of my sight!

Sorry.

2006-08-18T21:38:00.000+08:00

*A Short Message Of Apology To YOU*

Sigh. =(

I am truly sorry.

Yes. I have to admit that I showed you attutide and banged off the door just now.

I was angry with you.

Why? A good question.

Because you guys locked the door, and didn't want to let us in.

I know I am really unreasonable at that point of time.

I know you guys are busy with your stuffs.

And I shouldn't have disturbed you guys.

I caused everything.

I know that you blocked me.

You are definitely angry with me now.

And yet I can't do anything to change the situation.

I created this post was to aplogise to you sincerely.

I didn't want out friendship to be ruin of this.

I don't want.

There is no point for me to say so much, if you didn't want to forgive me.

I am just sorry. Really.